215. Soulmate Pets and Reincarnation with Lauren Becks and Karen Dendy Smith

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This episode of the pet
parenting reset is actually

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alive from earlier this year
that we did on Instagram.

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I actually did it with Lauren
Becks of girls gone raw Pet

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Health, which you guys are
constantly messaging me about

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her and you want her back on the
podcast so much.

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She's amazing and I love her.
We also had Karen Dindy Smith

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on.
So the reason that this didn't

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go live earlier this year is
because this was actually for

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Lauren's channel and she
messaged me and was like, why

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isn't this on your feed?
So it was an incredible

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conversation.
And it's very timely for me

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because with Karen Dandy Smith,
we were talking about like the

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role that animals play in our
lives and a little bit of kind

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of when our animals pass away.
And there was a lot going on.

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And because if you follow me on
Instagram, you know that my cat

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Samantha, who I very
affectionately have called Sissy

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her whole life, we just lost
her.

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I just lost her after 17 years
and she was so amazing.

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I am still tearing up.
Just like I can feel the tears

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welling up in my eyes right now
talking about it.

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But I figured, OK, now must be
the time because I just lost

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Sissy.
And it's it just feels like the

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right time to put this episode
up on the feed.

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And it was an incredible
conversation.

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I don't want to.
Talk too much.

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We talk a lot in the episode.
So here it is.

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Lauren Becks from Girls Gone
Raw, Pet Health and Karen Dindy

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Smith from the Animal
Communication Collective.

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Of course, myself, Jessica with
a pet parenting reset.

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And yeah, guys, I just want to
mention really, really quickly

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before we dive in, I want to say
thank you to Legacy Biome for

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sponsoring this week's podcast.
If you know anything about

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Legacy Biome or if you know
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pet health coach, FNT is an
important part.

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It may not be the first thing we
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of what we do to maintain, to
establish sometimes and then

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often maintain a healthy gut
microbiome.

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them out, legacy biome.com.
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more at the end of this podcast
episode about Legacy.

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I'm looking out for Jess.
I've never done it with three

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people, so.
Yeah, oops.

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I got to get myself settled
here.

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Here we go.
Darby, I let Darwin come in and

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join me today since he didn't
get to meet you last time.

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He'll be fucking stuff up.
He's the one with like. 42 toes.

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Oh, he's so doors.
Well, why don't you introduce

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yourself at least we have quite
a few people watching Lisa while

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we're waiting for Jessica.
OK, people know Jessica, I've

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talked to her quite a bit.
But give me a little bit of your

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background or our followers here
and all about you.

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OK, well it's so funny watching.
Him.

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Well, it's really great to be
here with you today, Lauren, and

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my name is Karen Dundy Smith.
For those who don't know me, I'm

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an animal communicator, soul
level animal communicator, which

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is a very particular type of
animal communication, and also

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soul level intuitive coach and a
Qigong, an energy work

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instructor and healer through
the Pongu Sheng Gong form.

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And I have a podcast with two of
my colleagues, Meredith Tolleson

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and Julie here called the Animal
Communication Podcast, where we

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talk about all the animal
communication things that we've

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heard from the animals and share
our wisdom and their wisdom and

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answer questions.
So yeah, that that's me in a

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nutshell.
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Well, I think it was cool.
I guess I never realized that

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there was so much.
Do you want to at school or

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background training and stuff?
Like I feel like my impression

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of animal communicators was
like, you're either born with it

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or you're not.
And it was cool to hear that you

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discovered that you had this
connection and this ability and

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pursued all that outside
training, which is really, I

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mean, not that you need
validity, but it, I feel like it

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helps.
It helps and to kind of hone

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your craft too.
You have to go with the flow of

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who you are too, right?
I'm I'm a person who wants to

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six be measure my success.
And so for me, going back to

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school to go through a program
was the way for me to validate

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and test what I was getting and
to trust that it was real

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because I had a community to
work with and practice clients

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and test phone calls and on and
on and on things like that.

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So for me it was like, OK, the I
really can do this so that I

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felt confident.
Yeah, we all.

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Can do this.
Actually we all can do this.

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It's whether you want to.
Like I always say, do you want

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to learn to do 100 sit ups?
Takes practice but everybody has

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stomach muscles and can do sit
ups.

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I'm wondering if Jessica got
because she's an hour behind us.

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I just realized that this
message her though, so hopefully

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we'll get around here soon.
But yeah, no, I agree.

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I think that, like I said, it's
not something that I'm like, Oh

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well, my animal communicator
needs degrees.

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But it's nice as a consumer to
to feel like I'm getting an

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authentic experience, especially
if it's something that we want

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to make sure that your time is
well compensated because that's

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a lot of work.
And I had an absolutely amazing

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session.
I felt bad.

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I just kept you like 2 whole
hours.

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But I'm like I have.
So many questions, a lot of

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being.
It was a lot of it was so cool.

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I left it and I was like, I felt
like I just like left a party.

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So it was, it was definitely a
really cool conversation and I

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have a lot of really cool topics
to cover.

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One of the things I want to
cover because it's like as I was

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talking to people about getting
ready for this podcast, and

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obviously this is as soon as I
thought of this, I had been on

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like countdown mode.
I've been so excited for this

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conversation.
So as soon as I knew it was

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coming, I was just so thrilled
to cover these topics.

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And I'm like, this is something
that everybody's really excited

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about.
And of course then my dad's

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like, I just don't believe in
that stuff like you do.

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And I'm like, OK, you know where
to rain on my praise.

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But it's, it doesn't stop me
from believing it, but it does,

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you know, there's a lot of that
kind of poo poo energy like, oh,

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you're going to talk to ghosts.
And I just think that that is

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something that we, we talked
about in our very initial

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conversation of like what gets
between us because like you

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said, everybody's capable of it.
And a lot of times it makes, oh,

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parenting reset.
Hey, Jessica's here.

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Everybody's capable of it.
But there's something that kind

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of gets in the way that makes us
believe it's not something that

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we are capable of here.
Let's get on here.

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And that's something I want to
talk about too, to kind of start

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the conversation of maybe how do
we prepare our energy.

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Hey here.
We go gotcha.

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We were just talking about kind
of oh, and never for anybody

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that doesn't know this is
Jessica pet parenting reset.

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She's a bigger deal than I am.
I just.

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No.
Conversation I'm just the one

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that chit chats, but we've
talked a couple times.

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She is the host of the Pet
Parenting Reset podcast and

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personal friend and crunchy
crunchy friend.

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Crunchy something crunchy, yes.
So we were just talking about

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how there's kind of something
that stops a lot of people from

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being willing to accept the kind
of soul level connection or like

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signs from the universe or
whatever you want to call it.

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And I know, Karen, you said some
good things about that, if you

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want to elaborate on that.
So, and one of the things that

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stops us is our minds, right?
We over think things.

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It's our ego, it's our
perception of the 3D World that

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we've grown up and being
convinced is the way that it has

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to be to fit in.
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that when we're really, really
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with all of our senses open.
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the 3D senses that we have, that
we all talk about, but also we

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have these other senses which
are the same, but on a, on a

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more energetic level of hearing,
seeing, feelings, knowing,

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tasting, smelling.
And we all come in with all of

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these things, and we don't have
the validation that, you know,

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we would like a lot of us when
we're kids.

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And so we learn really quickly
that by sharing those

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experiences that we're having,
we get negated.

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So we shut ourselves down for
fear that we're not going to be

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understood.
And that was is one of the

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things that started our
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I think that was actually what
made me kind of draw the line

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and want to do this
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As I've told you pretty
extensively, I have a four year

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old and it's hard to tell
between like what's just him

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being cute and attached to a
stuffed animal.

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But then just yesterday it even
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He was inconsolable for a solid
10 minutes because he missed so

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deeply.
The dog I had when I was a child

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that he never met cried for 10
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Penny, Penny.
And I'm like, buddy, do you know

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what Penny looks like?
He's like, no, I don't remember,

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but you know what I mean?
I'm like, it's just stuff like

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that.
He is.

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So he's like, but she's in my
heart.

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She's in my heart.
And it's just conversations we

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have like this that'll go on for
like an hour about how then I

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have to explain that, well, if
Leah is your soulmate, he has

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this really deep conversation to
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The yellow lab that I had in
high school and I don't even,

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it's not even like I talk about
these dogs a lot.

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I don't think I brought up Penny
in like a couple months and all

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of a sudden we're driving to
school on the phone with my mom

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and he's sobbing and I'm like,
what's wrong, buddy?

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I just really miss Penny.
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What the hell?
So he feels her.

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This is the cool thing, right?
Like he feels her in her heart.

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He is aware of her on some
level, I will say, or it

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wouldn't be so visceral.
Do you know, if it was a little

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4 year old talking about a
story, he'd be like, oh, he'd be

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talking about it from a
distance, you know, but he's so

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wrapped up in it and physically
is feeling her presence.

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So I think that's that's what we
talked about the other day was

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to ask him, what does it feel
like when she's in your heart so

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that you, you as a mom,
understand what he's

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experiencing.
And I do my best to open them,

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asking those open-ended
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But also sometimes he's he's,
you know, he's 5.

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I just did, I call him four.
He just turned 5.

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But you know, and so the best I
get is like, well, it feels like

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she is in my heart.
And I'm like, yeah, OK.

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So then I'm like, I try to ask
more questions and I really do

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my best to not Pooh Pooh at all,
right?

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Because yeah, that's what I've
seen all of these videos about

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people absolutely mind blown
because they're 345 year old kid

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just starts going on a very,
very detailed tirade about

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things that they shouldn't even
know about their past life.

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Well, when I was well before I
met you, I was a pirate.

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And they'll go on these like
whole things about things that's

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no 4-5 year old should even know
about.

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And I do think that and I, I
believe that young kids are

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closer to that soul connection
because they're closer to the

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source or whatever you want to
call it.

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And I do agree that that ego,
like you said, it's kind of that

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defensive armor that we build
around ourselves to protect

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ourselves from whatever it is,
you know, And I think that

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that's what stops a lot of us
from believing in religion or

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heaven or whatever.
Cuz like, well, you don't want

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to get your hopes up maybe or
whatever it is for you

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individually.
And it's like, or you don't

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like, you don't look like an
idiot by being like, my dog

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visited me in my sleep and
everyone's like, no, you just

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had a weird dream, you know?
And I just think that it's cool.

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To So it's a really hard thing
to explain because, you know, I

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don't know how many of the
people watching or will watch

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later have had experiences as
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But if I were to ask each of you
like what weird experience, we

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would call it weird as adults,
but it's not weird.

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What experience did you have as
a kid that you couldn't explain

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but was not just you seeing a
picture and thinking about

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someone?
Like for me, I had a few things

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that would happen.
I could see like lights around

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people, you know, auras around
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And I would put my hands on the
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night and make like light hands
on the wall so I could because I

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was bored.
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hands on the wall before I'd go
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rock myself to sleep.
Astral project.

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Soothe myself so like it's some
almost semi astral projecting.

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Like I would lift myself up out
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spin it back and forth till I
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Yeah, I, I'm trying to think
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That's yeah, that's pretty cool.
I feel like I just always was

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like super ultra connected to my
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It was always just my dogs, you
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But that's cool and it's
something that I've always

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believed in.
What about you, Jessica?

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Have you had any?
Can you hear me OK?

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Yeah, OK.
You know, what's interesting is

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like what what I'm thinking
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one yes, I think we see it a lot
more in children for whatever

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reason, like you brought up
Lauren, that like they're closer

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to source, having like been
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time of birth, transitioning
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in and into this one.
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popped up for me is the the fact
that for centuries humanity has

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gone to such great lengths to
suppress the feminine.

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necessarily mean this in a
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think generally speaking women
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than men just because of the
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But I think like that

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suppression of femininity, of
the role that women have and the

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connection that women have to
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source or life.
Literally females or the, you

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know, we're the only ones that
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suppression and in the
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the US and I think in most first
world countries, like we

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suppress very intentionally
creativity and imagination and

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anything that is outside of the
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member of society and pay your
taxes, right, is completely

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suppressed and, and look down
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And so I know for me, like even
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I'm the oldest.
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My gosh.
And, and I, you know, I'm not

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saying that every oldest child
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Obviously we don't, but I do
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responsibility placed on me at a
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lost connection with that part

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of me, like the intuitive, like
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Like I'm very intentionally,
actively trying to reconnect

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with in, in my adult life.
But I feel like it was so

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suppressed that even to this
day, like I am, I'm doing

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exercises to try to remember my
dreams at this point in my life

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because I went for so long, like
either not dreaming or just not

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remembering what my dreams are.
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me, that's kind of a more
deeper, not a deeper way to look

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at it.
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especially like a reason as to
why we we do kind of other the

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idea of intuition and anything
supernatural is because we have

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been taught for so long that
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feminine.
Yeah, they've been suppressed

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very intentionally.
And I feel like I said that's

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what actually her and I were
talked about and I said it would

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be something cool for the three
of us to talk about on our

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kombucha podcast.
But is I feel like you have the

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the topic of divine feminine,
divine phenomenon, divine

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masculine is like came in and
then very quickly got like

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adulterated by the mainstream
TikTok community and stuff like

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that.
And I'm like, oh, but we were

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almost there.
Like it came in really honestly

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with the like the crunchy moms
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And I think it can be such a
strong thing.

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And I think that'd be a really
cool topic to talk about on our

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other side of things.
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And like, you do see, I mean,
Karen, do you know any male

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communicators?
Cuz I feel like I have not seen.

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Yeah, I have not seen.
No, I do, absolutely.

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I do.
And you're.

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The guy that you trained with?
Well, animal communicators is

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different than energy masters or
Qigong masters, but although my

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my teacher Paul Frazier and our
teacher Master Owen Way, Master

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Owen Way is an animal
communicator, actually

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communicates with everything he
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He communicates freely with
great nature and great nature

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encompasses the planet, the
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And he has had full on
conversations with swarms of

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bees and asked them to leave the
property when people are coming

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and they do.
And he's asked the deer to stop

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eating his plants and they do.
And he's asked the snakes to

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please don't show yourself on my
property when there are visitors

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because you'll scare them and
they don't.

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And so and I, and we've had
experiences when we've watched

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him and watch the ducks follow
him as he's singing along the

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the river because he's singing
to them and they like his song.

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So it's really it's he's he's
incredible.

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He's he's kind of my mind
blowing example.

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Can you guys hear me?
I can't.

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Yeah, I can hear Karen.
I can't hear Lauren anymore.

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No, I can't hear Lauren anymore
either.

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What happened with Lauren?
Where'd you go?

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Well, and I I think just to kind
of fill in the holes as I was

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saying, like, I don't that that
whole topic of like feminine and

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masculine.
I don't it's not a gender thing.

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I think it is.
So, you know, having that having

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that conversation of like, of
course, males can tap into

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source as.
Well and do all the things and I

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think it is something that women
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I would say in this culture,
because if you look at eastern

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culture, it's pretty equal and,
and historically has been for

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thousands and thousands of
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You know, if you look at the
Marshall trainings and and the

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in medicinal trainings, this is
all it's, it's it's equal.

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It's more, it's more about yin
and Yang as opposed to male and

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female, which yin and Yang are
male, right?

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Internal and external fit
movement and intern like so

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containing and releasing.
So when you think about that

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from a, if you want to label
those male and female, but have

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both when we are male, we have
both when we're female.

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And it's about cultivating
equally both so that you can

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work with both and keep harmony.
So yes, that's really.

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Weird trying to say.
Yeah, you just said it better.

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Lauren, are you back?
I'm back.

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Is your sound back?
Yeah I got like 3 calls in a row

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and it like muted me and I just
had to close everything and get

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back.
OK sorry about that.

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Hopefully I didn't miss too
much, but yeah.

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So I don't know if you want to
if you were in the middle of a

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topic, but I figured.
So both Jessica and I have had

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readings by you and I thought
it'd be kind of cool to talk

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about some of the things that we
kind of got in that.

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I just want to say I thought it
was so funny.

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You came right off the bat.
And my cat Marnie was not even,

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I didn't intend to have her as
part of the conversation.

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And she just kind of like was
laying on my lap at the time and

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refused to go away.
So you're like, let's let's see

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if she wants to talk.
And like right off the bat, you

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pretty much like nailed her.
And I was like, not saying

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anything, not saying anything.
You're like seem like with the

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eyes, I'm having some pain.
She's very like got tight

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boundaries.
And I was like, and I just

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thought that was so funny.
I feel like what, what did she

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say?
Something about relegating

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distance and wanting to kind of
gain power by by staying up at a

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higher part.
And so Marnie is my blind cat,

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and she has a history of kind of
sensitivity.

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She's like the cat that I'm
like, you know what it's?

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Just.
Better if you decide, all right,

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it's just better if you just
leave her alone, right.

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And I feel bad because she's
like, as soon as somebody walks

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in the door, she will be the
first one there to to greet

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them.
But then if you touch her the

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wrong way, she's like, hey, you
shit.

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And she'll like bite you.
And I'm always like trying to

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explain to people I'm like, I
know, like they're like, well,

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she wants attention.
And I just, I feel like that

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conversation we had about her, I
was like, I because your, your

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big thing was like no judgement
language.

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Like don't call her a jerk.
Don't say she's like, you know,

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because a lot of people would be
like, Oh yeah, she's kind of a

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bitch.
And I'm like, she's not, you

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know?
She has her reasons and this is

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the, this is the thing that I've
learned so clearly from the

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animals.
Every action, every reaction,

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every behavior, there's a reason
behind it.

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There's no premeditated malice
or negativity planning going on

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in their heads the way that we
have in our heads.

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So if she's over stimulated or
somebody's energy is too strong

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for her, which is what we talked
about is she'll come up to check

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everyone out and wants to be in
your field and and be around

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you.
But we immediately all of our

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energy goes hey, and it's like a
dagger at her because she's so

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sensitive because her site is
off.

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So she's her radars are so
strong that she over sensitizes

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the hey, you're so cute and it
and it's like almost too much

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static coming at her, which is
why she has to say enough.

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So yeah, yeah, it's, it's really
interesting how we we humanize

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and not a good way our animals
behaviors.

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Yeah, I feel like it's almost
like, yeah, the dog people

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coming in at the cats, and I
feel like cats get a bad rap

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because of that because they
have a lot of boundaries.

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I have a couple cats like Darwin
does not know a boundary from,

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you know what I mean?
He has no sense of space.

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But cats, if you like, get a bad
rap because of that.

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And I know that we all are crazy
cat ladies here, but I get a lot

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of people that I'm like, oh,
what kind of pets do you have?

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And they're like, you know, we
have a blue heeler, We have a

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cattle dog.
And then I'm like, any cats?

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They're like, oh, yeah, we have
a cat, too.

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And they just kind of those.
Poor cats relegated to the back.

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I know.
And I'm like, well, tell me

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about your cat.
Well, he's just kind of picky.

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He's just kind of this night.
And I think that they get a bad

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rap because of that.
They're so.

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They can tend to be private.
I saw a name the other day that

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was about like dating advice,
but it was like, if a man

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doesn't like cats, that's the
biggest red flag ever because he

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doesn't know how to respect
boundaries.

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If you're watching this, I'm not
kidding.

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Well, and here's the thing.
It's about reading subtlety.

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With cats, it's every, it's,
it's about understanding

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subtlety.
They are so intuitive and they

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are so attached to energy and
spirit.

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Their or their energy bodies are
so much bigger than their

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regular bodies.
All of ours are.

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But they are aware of their
edges, so.

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I thought I said something like
on Jessica on your topic, like

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men hate cats because they have
women energy or is it because

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they have man energy or
something like that?

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They're like sensitive and I I
saw very.

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Spiritual, like I think I told
you this or I think I asked you

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this when I had you on my
podcast, Karen, because I for

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whatever, like I've come to the
conclusion that like cats are

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like are spiritual guides in
this world.

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I feel like, and dogs are here
to teach us unconditional love

444
00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:34,520
And like that's just in my mind.
That's what I believe and I I

445
00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:36,400
just.
But I would.

446
00:26:36,480 --> 00:26:39,480
Actually say you're on the right
path, but I would say that all

447
00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:43,360
animals if they're in your
presence and connected to you in

448
00:26:43,520 --> 00:26:46,360
any way are teaching you
something about what

449
00:26:46,360 --> 00:26:50,320
unconditional Love Actually
means right.

450
00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:53,920
Because there's no job, there's
there isn't judgement.

451
00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:57,080
And so they operate, they
operate from what we would call

452
00:26:57,080 --> 00:27:00,360
this place of my teacher Paul
Frazier will be so proud of me

453
00:27:00,360 --> 00:27:05,440
using the word PO spirit, which
it's kind of our essential

454
00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:11,080
spirit where we are so very much
in tune with the now and what

455
00:27:11,800 --> 00:27:17,440
moving with the flow of life.
So if you're in real presence

456
00:27:18,160 --> 00:27:22,400
and you're holding space fairly
and equally and without

457
00:27:22,400 --> 00:27:25,640
judgement, then you're really
operating from a place of

458
00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:29,400
unconditional love.
Because no matter what comes at

459
00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:33,920
you, whatever somebody does, no
matter what they say, if you're

460
00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:37,880
in presence with sensing them
and not judging them, then

461
00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:39,920
you're holding space for them
and you're an unconditional

462
00:27:39,920 --> 00:27:42,560
love.
And so all the all animals

463
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:46,800
operate from that vibration.
Yeah, They do it in different

464
00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:48,840
ways though.
I feel like I could go on a

465
00:27:48,840 --> 00:27:52,880
tangent about that.
Like why are humans so averse to

466
00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:55,320
unconditional love?
Is it just the ego that we've

467
00:27:55,320 --> 00:27:58,040
built up over time?
And then why are animals not

468
00:27:58,040 --> 00:28:02,640
capable of developing ego?
Don't come in with that piece of

469
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:06,520
their of the spirit.
They don't carry that as

470
00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:09,840
baggage.
Don't we do animals like so say

471
00:28:09,840 --> 00:28:12,080
you get a pit bull or a rescue
dog.

472
00:28:12,080 --> 00:28:14,080
I don't know why I singled out
pit bulls, but say you get a

473
00:28:14,080 --> 00:28:17,440
rescue and then they have that
very hard shelf or shell that

474
00:28:17,440 --> 00:28:19,960
you kind of have to crack
through so you can find that

475
00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:24,040
that good dog in the middle.
Would you consider that like an

476
00:28:24,040 --> 00:28:25,960
ego or is that just kind of like
a trauma?

477
00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:27,040
Because I think a.
Trauma.

478
00:28:27,320 --> 00:28:30,480
Yeah.
Because ego would.

479
00:28:31,280 --> 00:28:33,640
It's not necessarily the ego and
what we think of ego.

480
00:28:33,640 --> 00:28:37,680
Ego is more I don't want to
botch this you know I'm we're

481
00:28:37,680 --> 00:28:45,720
talking we're riffing people Ego
is I OK I'm strategizing how to

482
00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:48,440
operate and manipulate myself in
this world.

483
00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:53,040
So not this doesn't happen to me
or so that you can't do X to me

484
00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:55,400
or so that I can get ahead about
Y.

485
00:28:56,080 --> 00:29:01,360
And for an animal, if from our
perspective, right, if we get if

486
00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:04,040
we get abused when we're kids,
it's a terrible topic, but

487
00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:05,440
right, we're talking about
rescue animals.

488
00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:09,120
So they we're talking about
abuse on some level from a human

489
00:29:09,120 --> 00:29:11,760
perspective.
If we get abused, we start to

490
00:29:12,040 --> 00:29:14,160
change our perception of the
world.

491
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:17,720
And no matter what you say to
me, no matter how nice you are

492
00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:22,640
to me, I don't believe you.
And I carry this with me as part

493
00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:26,680
of my identity.
So it's really different for an

494
00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:30,560
animal who they have had a
trauma or abuse in their life

495
00:29:30,960 --> 00:29:33,280
and the energy of it has
affected them.

496
00:29:33,280 --> 00:29:37,640
But they also in a place where
if you repeatedly show me and

497
00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:41,760
you, you, you bring love and
energy to me, I will heal and I

498
00:29:41,760 --> 00:29:45,200
will let that go and I will not
carry it as baggage.

499
00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:50,000
You know, that's why we see some
and we see some animals, a lot

500
00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:53,520
of the ones from rescue who are,
you know, have people have the

501
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:55,720
patience to bring out of their
shell.

502
00:29:56,160 --> 00:29:58,840
You're like, jeez, you'd never
know that what they went through

503
00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:00,160
three years ago.
Look at them.

504
00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:04,760
You know, he's so happy and he's
he's so happy because he's not

505
00:30:05,320 --> 00:30:08,640
resentful of the past.
They don't carry resentment the

506
00:30:08,640 --> 00:30:11,440
way that we do in our egos.
I guess that's a maybe.

507
00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:14,840
That's a good way to say it.
Yeah, it's a tough one because

508
00:30:14,840 --> 00:30:17,960
I, I don't know, I specifically
love the dogs that are just

509
00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:21,760
like, I don't know why Like is
this like a savior complex on my

510
00:30:21,760 --> 00:30:25,240
side that I love the dogs like
Sunshine that are so shut down

511
00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:29,120
and afraid of their own parts
because I feel like I have this,

512
00:30:29,760 --> 00:30:33,640
I have like a patience for that
versus the dogs that are like

513
00:30:33,640 --> 00:30:36,760
more reactive and stuff like
that.

514
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:39,000
I'm just kind of like, I don't
know, I don't know here.

515
00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:42,320
This is like a different and
some people are so good at that

516
00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:47,040
and don't have the patience for
like mill moms and the really

517
00:30:47,040 --> 00:30:48,760
shut down, really submissive
dogs.

518
00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:51,880
I can work wonders on a
submissive dog, but you give me

519
00:30:51,880 --> 00:30:54,000
a reactive dog and I'm like, you
gotta take it back.

520
00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:59,320
I just I can't help you here.
I'm kind of reactive too and.

521
00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:01,400
Well, there you go.
That's probably why you and

522
00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:04,040
reactive dot, what they do is
they they bring out, they

523
00:31:04,040 --> 00:31:07,560
trigger you the stuff that's
making you reactive, they

524
00:31:07,560 --> 00:31:11,200
mirroring you where because
you're you're more of a reactive

525
00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:14,600
person and you want to bring out
the soft, you want to bring out

526
00:31:14,600 --> 00:31:17,280
the soft one.
It's it's kind of a nice it's

527
00:31:17,280 --> 00:31:18,720
like yin and Yang.
Yeah.

528
00:31:19,920 --> 00:31:22,480
Interesting.
The opposite is the tract kind

529
00:31:22,480 --> 00:31:25,320
of thing.
Yeah, Yeah, that's interesting.

530
00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:30,280
And I do think that I mean for
any of us that have, I guess,

531
00:31:30,280 --> 00:31:32,800
and if anybody is watching that
feels like they have a type and

532
00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:35,480
rescue, let me know what it is
and if you think that it has any

533
00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:38,040
correlation to your personality.
Because I do see myself.

534
00:31:38,040 --> 00:31:41,480
I'm like, if it's not injured or
if it's not terrified, I don't

535
00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:43,200
want it.
You know what I mean?

536
00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:45,680
And then every now and then
they'll be like sweet, little

537
00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:48,520
sweet Angel Beagle and I'll get
this Beagle and it's like an

538
00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:51,400
absolute nightmare.
And I'm like, you're not meshing

539
00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:54,880
because yeah, Sunshine was like
my 22nd foster or something like

540
00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:56,040
that.
I miss it.

541
00:31:56,040 --> 00:31:57,520
So we talked.
About sunshine, right?

542
00:31:57,520 --> 00:31:59,920
And why?
How sunshine came to you.

543
00:32:00,360 --> 00:32:02,840
Yeah.
And yeah, the whole thing I'm

544
00:32:02,840 --> 00:32:04,640
just trying to work on.
I just keep thinking about

545
00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:06,400
patience with her because what
did she say?

546
00:32:06,400 --> 00:32:08,840
She said I'm just slow or
something like that.

547
00:32:08,840 --> 00:32:11,040
And I'm like.
I didn't even know my own pace.

548
00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:15,080
Everything is at her pace.
Oh right, she was talking about

549
00:32:15,080 --> 00:32:18,480
eating and wanting to eat really
slowly and not be bothered when

550
00:32:18,480 --> 00:32:20,840
she was eating right?
So that's what I'm thinking

551
00:32:20,840 --> 00:32:24,400
about, like giving her a
separate section off or

552
00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:26,920
something, because I'm like
thinking about that.

553
00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:29,200
Like she eats like a Hoover, you
know what I mean?

554
00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:35,360
Like just but I think that's the
result of coming out of that

555
00:32:35,400 --> 00:32:38,160
wording situation.
I think that she didn't slurp

556
00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:40,600
her food down and as soon as if
she's getting into something in

557
00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:43,800
the trash, the cat poop, the
your food, whatever it is, you

558
00:32:43,800 --> 00:32:45,440
look at her, she just eats
faster.

559
00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:52,240
And because I think she she's
never three years later, you'd

560
00:32:52,240 --> 00:32:54,680
think that she'd feel safe never
taken food away from that dog

561
00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:57,600
except for well, I yell at her
when she's eating my son's

562
00:32:57,600 --> 00:32:59,760
dinner that I just made.
But I think that's pretty valid.

563
00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:03,960
Would she?
Is she saying that she wants to

564
00:33:03,960 --> 00:33:06,640
be able to eat slow?
You know what I mean?

565
00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:09,040
Yeah, she doesn't want to have
to guard herself while she's

566
00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:11,480
eating.
Yeah, cuz she's like this big

567
00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:14,520
and is she smaller than my cats?
Honestly, she's not that she's

568
00:33:14,520 --> 00:33:17,680
normal, but she's smaller than
the cats and even like the cats

569
00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:19,600
will try to come get her food
and.

570
00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:22,960
So can you see why she's like, I
just, I want to be, I want to

571
00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:24,200
eat at my page.
About.

572
00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:29,160
Would she, would she be OK if
you like put her in her in a

573
00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:33,040
crate to let her eat in there So
she's just like doesn't?

574
00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:37,600
Like about putting her like in
my room so that she can take her

575
00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:39,120
time.
I'm just afraid that she'll like

576
00:33:39,160 --> 00:33:42,720
poop in my room while she's out.
I know because usually like

577
00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:44,800
they're they're both old and
scarlet.

578
00:33:44,800 --> 00:33:46,760
If you don't let her out, like,
immediately, as long as that

579
00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:49,520
last bite goes in her mouth,
she's peeing.

580
00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:52,640
And so I'm like, everybody
immediately goes outside.

581
00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:55,280
Sunshine wanders her way down to
Wilder's room and poops on his

582
00:33:55,280 --> 00:33:58,560
cute little rugs.
No, she'd probably be fine.

583
00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:02,240
But that's what I have, a
elevated bowl, kind of one of

584
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:06,000
those, like, pedestal bowls for
cats that we're going to try

585
00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:07,520
with her.
I've just been kind of propping

586
00:34:07,520 --> 00:34:10,000
it up on a Tupperware because
that's what she said.

587
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:13,639
She wanted the bowl to be raised
because her neck was hurting and

588
00:34:13,639 --> 00:34:19,400
she wants to eat slow.
Yeah, and I thought that was

589
00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:23,400
cool too, that the the soul
level connection because I was

590
00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:26,719
like, and another thing that
really wanted me to get here and

591
00:34:26,719 --> 00:34:29,120
we'll kind of get more into the
like soul mates.

592
00:34:29,440 --> 00:34:33,960
I don't feel like in the at
least in the way that we would

593
00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:35,120
think of.
I don't do.

594
00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:37,120
Can you have multiple soul
mates?

595
00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:38,840
I don't know.
I feel like when we think about

596
00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:40,120
it, you think you can only have
one.

597
00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:42,400
So I was like, well, she can't
be my soul mate because I think

598
00:34:42,400 --> 00:34:44,679
Belle was my soul mate and I
feel very strong about that.

599
00:34:45,239 --> 00:34:52,560
And Bell was, yeah, it was, it
was almost exactly year to the

600
00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:53,840
date.
I didn't know at the time that

601
00:34:53,840 --> 00:34:58,320
Bell would pass away.
And I had seen a picture of

602
00:34:58,320 --> 00:34:59,520
Sunshine.
I had another.

603
00:34:59,520 --> 00:35:03,560
I had that annoying Beagle, God
bless her foster at the time.

604
00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:06,840
And my rescue that I was working
with had posted and this is only

605
00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:10,800
I just started fostering like
maybe a month before and they

606
00:35:10,800 --> 00:35:15,400
had pulled 10 dogs from a case
in Scioto County by us out of a

607
00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:18,320
House of 30.
And I saw a picture of this

608
00:35:18,320 --> 00:35:21,600
greasy little dog in the back.
Like I think I barely even saw a

609
00:35:21,600 --> 00:35:22,680
profile of her.
And I was like.

610
00:35:23,280 --> 00:35:25,200
Who's that?
Black 1 you know what I mean?

611
00:35:25,200 --> 00:35:27,680
Like there is something that was
a laser beam to her.

612
00:35:27,680 --> 00:35:31,200
And I was like, I had like a 2
year old at the time and was

613
00:35:31,200 --> 00:35:34,520
living at my parents house and
you know, starting a small

614
00:35:34,520 --> 00:35:39,520
business is not big money.
So I was at the absolute most

615
00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:41,680
uncomfortable place to adopt A
dog, which is why I was

616
00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:46,800
fostering, let alone an A senior
dog with known health issues.

617
00:35:47,560 --> 00:35:50,280
And I just had this like laser
beam connection that as soon I

618
00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:53,800
had to get that dog and I like
just like couldn't wait to go

619
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:55,520
visit her.
And she crawled in my lap right

620
00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:58,680
away and she was so grubby and
scabby and greasy.

621
00:35:58,680 --> 00:35:59,960
And then I was like, I need this
dog.

622
00:35:59,960 --> 00:36:03,480
So I, like, moved all sorts of
stuff around, got her as a

623
00:36:03,480 --> 00:36:07,240
Foster and immediately was like,
Oh my God, I'm so obsessed with

624
00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:09,080
her.
She's the most perfect baby

625
00:36:09,080 --> 00:36:10,920
Angel.
And then I ended up adopting

626
00:36:10,920 --> 00:36:12,320
her.
I was looking at photo stamps,

627
00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:15,760
that or time stamps on photos.
I adopted her like, exactly a

628
00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:19,720
year and one day before my
chocolate lab, who I believe is

629
00:36:19,720 --> 00:36:23,640
my soul mate, or at least, you
know, passed away.

630
00:36:24,160 --> 00:36:26,600
And I don't think that I could
have made it through that if I

631
00:36:26,600 --> 00:36:31,200
hadn't had that time to develop
that bond with Sunshine.

632
00:36:31,760 --> 00:36:35,960
Because yeah, Belle was my,
like, she was my rock, you know?

633
00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:40,600
And we had a lot of really cool
conversations about Belle.

634
00:36:40,600 --> 00:36:45,080
And I am not going to cry this
time, but I just think it's cool

635
00:36:45,080 --> 00:36:47,320
because then you think like,
well, she can't be my soul mate

636
00:36:47,320 --> 00:36:49,560
because my soul mate was still
alive.

637
00:36:50,120 --> 00:36:53,360
And so I thought that would be
kind of something we can talk

638
00:36:53,360 --> 00:36:59,520
about a little bit.
So what we call like the string

639
00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:02,680
theory or something like that.
And I love the like diagram that

640
00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:05,040
you told me kind of little Venn
diagram of.

641
00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:07,280
Yeah, it was really, it's really
cool.

642
00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:11,960
And the first time I saw it, I
think I was reading somebody's

643
00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:16,200
cat and they're talking about
their other lives.

644
00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:20,840
And they showed me this diagram
where they were this ball of

645
00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:24,520
light and they were in spirit
already.

646
00:37:25,080 --> 00:37:27,600
And so they were looking at, I
don't know if they were

647
00:37:27,600 --> 00:37:28,840
actually.
No, I think they were in spirit.

648
00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:32,880
And they were showing me this
ball of light that they were,

649
00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:35,840
which is their essence, right?
Your soul's essence, that the,

650
00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:38,680
that spark, I'll call it that
travels out.

651
00:37:39,560 --> 00:37:43,120
Yeah, kind of like that.
And they saw themselves in all

652
00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:48,160
of their different iterations of
existence in attached to each

653
00:37:48,160 --> 00:37:50,680
ring as it went out from them in
like 3D.

654
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:55,440
And then they showed me how each
of our lawn, each of our sparks

655
00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:59,840
has this and then intersects in
these crazy intersections where

656
00:37:59,840 --> 00:38:02,080
we're supposed to meet up to
have lessons learned.

657
00:38:02,520 --> 00:38:05,960
And in the center of all of
these rings of light that are

658
00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:09,040
going all over the place like
this is your true essence.

659
00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:12,800
That is looking at the Karen
experience, though, when I was

660
00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:16,000
the painter in Venice
experience, when I was, you

661
00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:18,160
know, The Cave woman woman
experience.

662
00:38:18,720 --> 00:38:23,880
And when we go back to what they
say wholeness, it's like they

663
00:38:23,880 --> 00:38:26,920
can see and understand.
We all actually can see and

664
00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,960
understand like our our fullness
and for our.

665
00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:33,880
People that are watching here,
we're kind of talking about like

666
00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:37,720
cycles of reincarnation.
So you have, I'll bring up my

667
00:38:37,720 --> 00:38:40,880
little rough drawing here that
you know, like it's a good

668
00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:43,640
little drawing.
Your soul basically is your,

669
00:38:43,640 --> 00:38:45,880
your spirit.
And then these are kind of the

670
00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:49,760
the levels of reincarnation and
eventually you'd intersect with

671
00:38:49,760 --> 00:38:52,760
those other souls as they are in
their lives.

672
00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:55,280
Hundreds and hundreds of those
intersects intersecting like

673
00:38:55,280 --> 00:39:00,320
that in the in like space.
Yeah, I just think that's so

674
00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:01,480
cool.
I've not been able to stop

675
00:39:01,480 --> 00:39:07,240
thinking about that.
And, and I just think that

676
00:39:07,240 --> 00:39:08,880
that's so cool.
Reincarnation was one of those

677
00:39:08,880 --> 00:39:12,000
things because I mean, I was, I
was raised staunchly Catholic

678
00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:15,560
and it was like world religions
class.

679
00:39:15,880 --> 00:39:18,720
And they are definitely very
sorry for any Catholics on here,

680
00:39:18,720 --> 00:39:23,920
but very anti animals in heaven.
And I was like, I'm not going

681
00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:26,200
then.
I'm going wherever my dogs go

682
00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:27,720
and drop me off at the Rainbow
Bridge.

683
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:33,040
Lauren I So I was bounced back
and forth between Pentecostal

684
00:39:33,040 --> 00:39:35,560
and Baptist churches when I was
younger.

685
00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:41,480
And I, that is one of my core
memories is talking to one of my

686
00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:44,920
like Bible study teachers when I
was like, I had to have been

687
00:39:44,920 --> 00:39:50,400
like 8 years old.
And she was teaching the all

688
00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:54,440
these little kids in Sunday
school about, you know, going to

689
00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:58,480
heaven and all these different
like levels and that she said

690
00:39:58,720 --> 00:40:01,280
animals, our animals were not
there.

691
00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:05,200
We're where we are in heaven.
And I went up to her and I said.

692
00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:09,920
I like, I remember for this so
clearly I was like, there aren't

693
00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:12,640
animals in heaven.
And she said, no, no, you don't.

694
00:40:12,720 --> 00:40:13,640
We don't.
We don't need them.

695
00:40:13,640 --> 00:40:15,240
And I was like, well then I
don't want.

696
00:40:15,240 --> 00:40:18,160
To go to heaven and I remember.
Like 9th.

697
00:40:18,200 --> 00:40:21,880
Grade Old Testament class,
Brother Tom.

698
00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:25,080
And they they were, they were on
the topic of how animals don't

699
00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:26,720
go to heaven.
And I stood up and I said,

700
00:40:27,040 --> 00:40:29,720
you're telling me that if dogs
don't go?

701
00:40:29,720 --> 00:40:34,080
And I got up and I left class.
Yeah, praise go.

702
00:40:34,080 --> 00:40:36,440
Well in Catholic school, it was
a lovely Catholic school, I will

703
00:40:36,440 --> 00:40:38,400
say.
But I got up and left because I

704
00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:40,880
was like, I just have a hard
time with that.

705
00:40:40,880 --> 00:40:42,120
Yeah.
So that's where.

706
00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:47,840
How who are we to say honest to
honestly, no matter what I what

707
00:40:47,840 --> 00:40:53,040
I'm getting from an animal is
what my human sized capacity of

708
00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:57,120
expansion can handle, right?
So that's why I would never say

709
00:40:57,120 --> 00:40:59,000
that even though I'm getting
what I'm getting, that I'm the

710
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:03,680
end all be all because you, you,
Steve, like we get these tiny

711
00:41:03,680 --> 00:41:08,360
little peeks behind the veil,
right, of true creation.

712
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:10,000
Whatever you want to think that
is.

713
00:41:10,040 --> 00:41:12,200
I don't know what that actually
is, but whatever you want to

714
00:41:12,200 --> 00:41:14,920
think it is, we get these tiny
little glimpses.

715
00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:20,400
And to say that it we know best
or that that's the way is crazy.

716
00:41:21,120 --> 00:41:24,680
Yeah, and that's always been
something I had a hard time with

717
00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:27,520
because I'm like, to me,
reincarnation and thinking about

718
00:41:27,520 --> 00:41:31,000
that, maybe maybe it's just my
optimism.

719
00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:34,680
Maybe it's just something that I
wish is true because I think it

720
00:41:34,680 --> 00:41:37,960
sounds great.
You kind of learn a lesson and

721
00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:41,440
then maybe you get to go back
and and live that lesson the

722
00:41:41,440 --> 00:41:44,320
next time.
But also, I don't know, it's

723
00:41:44,320 --> 00:41:47,320
just something that is always,
it's been as true to me as

724
00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:49,120
breathing air, you know what I
mean?

725
00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:51,800
And that's not ever something
that I've second guessed.

726
00:41:52,280 --> 00:41:56,400
And it's hard, obviously having
that question.

727
00:41:56,400 --> 00:41:58,640
I don't want to get too into
religion because I don't want to

728
00:41:58,640 --> 00:42:02,040
get cancelled here.
But it's just, I have a lot of

729
00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:04,680
yeah, I have a lot of feelings
on that because, yeah.

730
00:42:04,680 --> 00:42:10,720
How do you know?
And all I know is that I have

731
00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:16,800
felt this connection to these
animals and and I we can can go

732
00:42:16,800 --> 00:42:18,320
to the kind of like soulmate
thing.

733
00:42:18,320 --> 00:42:21,720
Now, I don't think that I knew
that Belle was my soulmate.

734
00:42:21,720 --> 00:42:24,440
She was just like, she was just
my special little dog.

735
00:42:24,440 --> 00:42:30,400
And I wish I could pull the
picture of her, but the time of

736
00:42:30,400 --> 00:42:36,040
her passing.
So it was, gosh, I had just met

737
00:42:36,040 --> 00:42:41,720
my now partner and, and I think
I told you this is This is why

738
00:42:42,480 --> 00:42:45,720
what you said kind of like all
clicked in.

739
00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:49,440
I just met my partner after
years of kind of tumultuous,

740
00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:52,600
really just trying to find
myself and messing up and then

741
00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:55,000
learning lessons and messing up
and learning lessons.

742
00:42:55,000 --> 00:43:01,760
And she was just kind of that
like stable kind rock there for

743
00:43:01,760 --> 00:43:04,520
me the whole time.
And like I used to have

744
00:43:04,720 --> 00:43:07,640
crippling panic attacks.
And so she lived with me for a

745
00:43:07,640 --> 00:43:09,560
couple years as my like
emotional support dog.

746
00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:11,720
You know why I quote?
Because, like, I don't think I

747
00:43:11,720 --> 00:43:16,640
could have done it without her.
And I learned so much from her,

748
00:43:16,640 --> 00:43:18,600
even through her cancer and her
sickness.

749
00:43:18,680 --> 00:43:20,880
This company exists because of
that dog.

750
00:43:20,880 --> 00:43:23,520
Yeah.
Because I mean, I exist in this

751
00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:26,840
iteration of myself in this
profession because of my cat

752
00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:29,640
hockey puck so.
Yeah, and the people that don't

753
00:43:29,640 --> 00:43:33,080
see dogs, I guess though, or at
least even pets the way that we

754
00:43:33,080 --> 00:43:34,800
do would be like, that's so
silly.

755
00:43:35,160 --> 00:43:39,600
But honestly, screw you because
that's it's, it's I know that I

756
00:43:39,920 --> 00:43:43,560
would not be where I am today
without that dog, or at least

757
00:43:43,560 --> 00:43:48,840
without, you know, her kind of
holding me together throughout

758
00:43:48,840 --> 00:43:53,560
the times I need her because I
had her from like 16 to 20

759
00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:58,160
because maybe 2829.
And that was the craziest couple

760
00:43:58,160 --> 00:44:00,080
years of my life, you know,
going through an abusive

761
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:02,400
relationship and then leaving,
having to learn how to be

762
00:44:02,400 --> 00:44:06,320
myself, having to learn, really
try to find my purpose.

763
00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:12,360
And then I feel like I've really
just fallen into routine and

764
00:44:12,360 --> 00:44:14,360
things were just starting to get
good.

765
00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:21,040
And then she developed a
cancerous tumor and everything

766
00:44:21,040 --> 00:44:23,200
just kind of went really quickly
from there.

767
00:44:23,200 --> 00:44:27,600
Not really long enough that I
had time to kind of deal with

768
00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:32,040
this situation in the healthy
pace, I think, and even the

769
00:44:32,040 --> 00:44:35,720
whole process of her passing, I
feel like I learned so much

770
00:44:35,720 --> 00:44:39,360
because all I want to do now is
help people achieve that kind of

771
00:44:39,360 --> 00:44:42,280
peace with their dogs.
I know that's not always dogs,

772
00:44:42,280 --> 00:44:44,720
cats, horses, you know, that's
not always possible.

773
00:44:45,120 --> 00:44:49,880
But I very much looking back at
him like, God, it's almost like

774
00:44:49,880 --> 00:44:52,880
she got me to the door and she
was like, hey, you're good.

775
00:44:53,520 --> 00:44:56,320
I'm chills thinking about it.
And that was one of the things

776
00:44:56,320 --> 00:45:01,320
that you said, even without even
really getting to that, you

777
00:45:01,560 --> 00:45:04,360
said, like she said, it was time
to move on.

778
00:45:04,360 --> 00:45:08,440
We will again.
And I really just got chilled.

779
00:45:08,480 --> 00:45:10,800
Now.
I know I really just got that

780
00:45:10,800 --> 00:45:14,200
feeling that like she was like,
hey, you're good now, you don't

781
00:45:14,200 --> 00:45:15,960
need me.
God, I'm going to cry again.

782
00:45:16,280 --> 00:45:20,000
And it's, it's one of those
things that it's hard to

783
00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:24,640
understand unless you have lived
those exact experiences.

784
00:45:24,640 --> 00:45:28,400
But I also have gone through and
I'm like, I'm not, I'm going to

785
00:45:28,400 --> 00:45:33,160
see her again in some form.
And it wasn't something I, I

786
00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:37,800
feel pretty strongly that it's
not like I wish I could have her

787
00:45:37,800 --> 00:45:39,240
back.
I wish I could have her back.

788
00:45:39,240 --> 00:45:43,840
Yeah, obviously I miss her, but
I just felt like we were, we had

789
00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:46,400
that string, like we've been
together through lives.

790
00:45:46,400 --> 00:45:47,800
We're supposed to find each
other.

791
00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:49,680
I was supposed to be at that
event with this.

792
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:52,080
If I hadn't had Leah, then we
wouldn't have been at that dog

793
00:45:52,080 --> 00:45:54,160
diving event where I would have
met her litter.

794
00:45:54,480 --> 00:45:56,040
And then we adopted her that
day, you know?

795
00:45:56,360 --> 00:46:00,280
And that's really what drove me.
That and the combination of my

796
00:46:00,280 --> 00:46:05,880
son being so fixated on all
these past dogs of mine that

797
00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:08,600
drove me to want to have this
conversation because I feel like

798
00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:12,320
so often people are like, oh,
she's my soul dog, my heart dog.

799
00:46:13,240 --> 00:46:16,520
But then if you try to like,
take it a little bit deeper, you

800
00:46:16,520 --> 00:46:20,360
get a little poo pooed on.
And I feel like I think I

801
00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:22,760
mentioned this to both of you,
it's almost like I want to be

802
00:46:22,760 --> 00:46:25,840
able to give permission to
people to think deeper into that

803
00:46:26,600 --> 00:46:29,800
and maybe follow like pull that
string into the dark a little

804
00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:32,320
bit, you know?
Like why?

805
00:46:32,400 --> 00:46:36,640
The question is like, why, why
is, why is this particular

806
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:40,400
animal your soul baby or your
heart baby or your, you know,

807
00:46:40,400 --> 00:46:42,920
your guiding light?
There's, there's a real reason

808
00:46:42,920 --> 00:46:45,720
there.
So and what they're doing for

809
00:46:45,720 --> 00:46:50,680
you, you must, you need, you
know, whether whatever kind of

810
00:46:50,680 --> 00:46:53,400
behavior they're taking on so
that you have to take care of

811
00:46:53,400 --> 00:46:58,520
yourself better or be more
conscious or feel more loved or

812
00:46:58,520 --> 00:47:00,760
feel more seen.
There's something that they're

813
00:47:00,760 --> 00:47:04,720
doing for you that you
desperately need and that you're

814
00:47:04,720 --> 00:47:09,000
syncing up at the perfect time
so that you can also evolve and

815
00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:12,520
grow.
And I think that for anybody

816
00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:14,680
that's on here, for anybody that
listens to this, if you feel

817
00:47:14,680 --> 00:47:17,760
like you have an animal that you
had or currently have that kind

818
00:47:17,760 --> 00:47:21,280
of connection with, take a
second to think about what

819
00:47:21,280 --> 00:47:23,120
lessons have you learned from
that animal?

820
00:47:23,120 --> 00:47:27,640
What, what coincidences have
there been, if there have been

821
00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:30,120
any?
Because I know for me there was

822
00:47:30,120 --> 00:47:31,400
a lot.
And one of the first things you

823
00:47:31,400 --> 00:47:33,440
said to me was there are no
coincidences.

824
00:47:34,000 --> 00:47:37,640
And I really believe that.
And I don't want to go too deep

825
00:47:37,640 --> 00:47:39,040
in it because it's not my story
to tell.

826
00:47:39,040 --> 00:47:43,040
But even my brother-in-law had
passed away from a sarcoma in

827
00:47:43,040 --> 00:47:46,400
his leg.
And then his dog who was very

828
00:47:46,400 --> 00:47:51,880
much his like twin flame, as far
as I've heard, passed away from

829
00:47:51,880 --> 00:47:54,440
a very similar cancer also in
her leg.

830
00:47:54,800 --> 00:47:58,480
And I'm like, that's not
coincidence.

831
00:47:59,080 --> 00:48:00,800
And I don't think it's the bad
thing.

832
00:48:00,800 --> 00:48:05,240
I don't think it's, I, I think a
lot of times we get stuck in

833
00:48:05,240 --> 00:48:08,040
the, in the suck of the
transition.

834
00:48:08,040 --> 00:48:10,920
Yep.
But if you, if you think about

835
00:48:10,920 --> 00:48:16,040
it, it's, I think it's, it's not
that bad, especially if you

836
00:48:16,040 --> 00:48:18,960
think about like that was just
the end of this lesson.

837
00:48:19,320 --> 00:48:22,280
Now we move on to the next
chapter, kind of things like

838
00:48:22,280 --> 00:48:24,520
that.
And that's why I like trying to

839
00:48:24,520 --> 00:48:27,440
help people work through passing
of pets.

840
00:48:27,440 --> 00:48:29,280
And to me, it's not a depressing
conversation.

841
00:48:29,280 --> 00:48:32,400
Nobody seems to want to talk
about it, but I think that

842
00:48:32,400 --> 00:48:35,840
there's a lot of beauty in it
too, especially if you can take

843
00:48:35,840 --> 00:48:38,880
the time to think about what
lessons you've learned from that

844
00:48:38,880 --> 00:48:41,120
animal and what they've done for
you through your life.

845
00:48:41,120 --> 00:48:44,520
And I got real deep, but I think
the way.

846
00:48:45,000 --> 00:48:50,000
You're honoring them, right,
with thanking them for embodying

847
00:48:50,280 --> 00:48:53,040
and aligning with you so that
you guys could have these

848
00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:55,800
experiences in this particular
moment.

849
00:48:57,280 --> 00:48:59,240
So yeah, you can.
Of course we're sad because

850
00:48:59,240 --> 00:49:00,680
we're here and they're not
anymore, right?

851
00:49:00,680 --> 00:49:04,160
There's this, there's this
division that happens because

852
00:49:04,160 --> 00:49:08,600
they exist now on a plane that
we we don't, we don't have full

853
00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:11,440
access to while we're here.
So we do miss them.

854
00:49:11,440 --> 00:49:15,400
And that is really sad when
there's no getting around that

855
00:49:15,400 --> 00:49:18,000
no matter how much you know,
whether you can speak to them,

856
00:49:18,000 --> 00:49:21,680
feel them, see their auras, even
though they're not in a body,

857
00:49:21,680 --> 00:49:23,640
you're still missing the 3D
experience.

858
00:49:23,640 --> 00:49:27,160
And that, you know, having that
grief is just part of this

859
00:49:27,240 --> 00:49:32,080
actual learning in 3D is to have
that grief experience as well.

860
00:49:32,800 --> 00:49:35,000
But you can honor them at the
same time, which is which is

861
00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:38,760
what you're saying.
And that helps with the grief.

862
00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:44,640
It helps with why it was time
for them to let go or be come

863
00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:47,040
free again.
Or because they never say I'm

864
00:49:47,040 --> 00:49:49,720
dying to me.
Honestly, they've never used

865
00:49:49,720 --> 00:49:53,080
those words.
Yeah, like you said, it was just

866
00:49:53,080 --> 00:49:55,720
it was time to go.
It's time to move on.

867
00:49:59,920 --> 00:50:02,520
And Jessica, I was going to say
feel free to butt it.

868
00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:05,320
And I feel like we just.
Yeah, you get a lot of.

869
00:50:05,400 --> 00:50:09,080
Ground up too, Jess so.
Well, I find that comforting,

870
00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:15,840
the idea that it's not like gone
forever, right?

871
00:50:15,880 --> 00:50:22,480
That, that in some capacity we
each helped each other.

872
00:50:22,880 --> 00:50:29,760
And I think so when Karen, you
did a reading for me, for my cat

873
00:50:29,760 --> 00:50:36,040
Romeo, who was alive at the time
and he has since passed.

874
00:50:37,720 --> 00:50:43,440
And it was, there were so many
things from that session that

875
00:50:44,080 --> 00:50:47,400
has stuck with me.
The one thing, and I don't think

876
00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:52,800
I've told you this, at the time,
you said something about his

877
00:50:53,200 --> 00:50:57,680
back leg bothering him, but, and
I completely dismissed it

878
00:50:57,680 --> 00:50:59,520
because I'm like, he's fine.
There's nothing wrong with him.

879
00:51:00,360 --> 00:51:07,720
And a few months later it is
when he he broke his leg and

880
00:51:07,720 --> 00:51:09,960
that's when I found out he had
osteosarcoma.

881
00:51:10,760 --> 00:51:14,880
And so that was like in that.
Moment when I standing my notes.

882
00:51:14,920 --> 00:51:20,360
Yeah, when I found that when I
took him to get the X-ray, I,

883
00:51:20,360 --> 00:51:23,120
which by the way, was not an
easy thing to do.

884
00:51:24,280 --> 00:51:26,800
Nobody wanted to X-ray him.
It was crazy.

885
00:51:27,120 --> 00:51:29,560
But I found a vet that would do
it.

886
00:51:29,680 --> 00:51:34,200
And I, he pulled up the X-ray in
front of me and I looked at it

887
00:51:34,200 --> 00:51:38,320
and he was like, he didn't know
how to tell me that my cat had

888
00:51:38,320 --> 00:51:41,440
osteosarcoma.
But I'm looking at this X-ray

889
00:51:41,520 --> 00:51:44,840
and like, tears started to come
down my face and I'm, I'm

890
00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:47,320
looking at it as not a
veterinarian.

891
00:51:47,760 --> 00:51:50,960
And I'm like, Oh my God, he has
osteosarcoma.

892
00:51:50,960 --> 00:51:54,000
And I'm, and, and the, the vet
just shook his head at me.

893
00:51:54,560 --> 00:52:01,400
And so that was like, oh, my
first of all, Oh my gosh.

894
00:52:01,720 --> 00:52:05,080
Now everything that I was
already feeling from that

895
00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:11,280
session that we had together, I,
I felt like, almost like it was

896
00:52:11,280 --> 00:52:15,160
OK for me to, to believe it and
have all these feelings because

897
00:52:15,160 --> 00:52:18,720
I had something physically come
of it.

898
00:52:19,400 --> 00:52:22,040
So I wanted to mention that just
in case there are people that

899
00:52:22,040 --> 00:52:26,320
are still like, I don't know,
like, and, and that's your right

900
00:52:26,640 --> 00:52:30,160
to think that this stuff is all
woo woo and you don't, if you

901
00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:31,920
don't want to accept it, don't
accept it.

902
00:52:32,320 --> 00:52:34,160
That's, you know, part of your
journey.

903
00:52:34,440 --> 00:52:40,000
But the thing that stuck with me
more than anything was how you

904
00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:47,200
described him, because you told
me that his soul was so big that

905
00:52:47,200 --> 00:52:51,280
it couldn't fit inside of his
body and in the cat body and the

906
00:52:51,280 --> 00:52:54,320
3D.
And so the way you saw him was

907
00:52:54,320 --> 00:52:59,160
like this giant soul being
almost dragged along by this

908
00:52:59,160 --> 00:53:04,640
tiny little cat body.
And that to me was like an

909
00:53:04,640 --> 00:53:07,200
epiphany like that.
That was him in a nutshell.

910
00:53:07,600 --> 00:53:11,960
Like I couldn't pinpoint that
before the conversation we had,

911
00:53:12,680 --> 00:53:17,800
but he was always like larger
than life if that made.

912
00:53:18,160 --> 00:53:20,520
You know, it's funny you say
that because I remember.

913
00:53:20,920 --> 00:53:23,160
It's funny when I'm reading.
I don't remember what I say

914
00:53:23,160 --> 00:53:25,880
afterward because it's really,
it's not me.

915
00:53:25,880 --> 00:53:29,080
I'm I'm telling you what they
I'm being told.

916
00:53:29,720 --> 00:53:33,200
But I do remember you saying,
yeah, he may not want to talk to

917
00:53:33,200 --> 00:53:36,080
you because he's, he can be
difficult.

918
00:53:36,080 --> 00:53:40,080
And I thought, and he did make
me wait when we first connected,

919
00:53:40,080 --> 00:53:44,760
I had to sit back and wait and
actually kind of give him like

920
00:53:45,080 --> 00:53:47,760
give him some respect.
And that's when he got really

921
00:53:47,760 --> 00:53:50,720
big.
And I thought, oh, people aren't

922
00:53:51,160 --> 00:53:54,720
maybe the people who've tried to
connect with him haven't sat

923
00:53:54,720 --> 00:53:58,480
back and and seen all of him.
And he didn't want to speak to

924
00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:00,840
you if you weren't seeing all of
him.

925
00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:04,120
And it was really an interesting
experience.

926
00:54:04,120 --> 00:54:06,600
I do remember that when I sat
back and all of a sudden I was

927
00:54:06,600 --> 00:54:11,280
like, whoa, he's really big.
I remember saying that to you.

928
00:54:11,880 --> 00:54:14,120
Yeah.
Yes, because everybody that I

929
00:54:14,120 --> 00:54:18,760
had, I had tried to get to
connect with him prior to you.

930
00:54:19,160 --> 00:54:25,200
He physically would like walk
around the room and spray during

931
00:54:26,040 --> 00:54:29,000
like while other people were
trying to were trying to connect

932
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:31,000
with him.
He did not like it.

933
00:54:31,560 --> 00:54:32,480
Oh my.
Goodness.

934
00:54:33,440 --> 00:54:37,280
But he didn't do that with you.
So and I was like, I was on

935
00:54:37,280 --> 00:54:39,360
edge, honestly.
So I'm like watching him the

936
00:54:39,360 --> 00:54:42,720
whole time as we're, as you're
connecting with him and I'm

937
00:54:42,720 --> 00:54:45,360
like, Oh my gosh, is he?
Because he was kind of like he

938
00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:49,760
was walking around the room for
probably a good 1520 minutes of

939
00:54:49,760 --> 00:54:52,160
the, the start of the session
before he settled down.

940
00:54:52,480 --> 00:54:54,440
And I was like, oh man, is he
going to spray?

941
00:54:58,200 --> 00:55:01,240
Yeah, he was bringing me through
the paces, you know, making sure

942
00:55:01,240 --> 00:55:04,720
that I was on on point with
letting him tell me.

943
00:55:04,760 --> 00:55:07,320
Tell me as opposed to me trying
to tell him, you know?

944
00:55:07,680 --> 00:55:12,000
Yeah, yeah.
But I think what I've gotten out

945
00:55:12,000 --> 00:55:16,320
of most of the animal
communication sessions that I

946
00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:21,600
have been through and I maybe,
you know, every animal is

947
00:55:21,600 --> 00:55:25,040
different.
Every human is different For me,

948
00:55:25,520 --> 00:55:30,480
I feel like almost all of my
animals that I've had somebody

949
00:55:30,480 --> 00:55:37,800
connect with, I learn a little
bit more about how spiritual our

950
00:55:37,800 --> 00:55:44,000
connections are.
It's not just, oh, this is a

951
00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:47,360
responsibility that I have in
this lifetime, which is true.

952
00:55:47,720 --> 00:55:51,880
Like, don't get me wrong, It's
it's it's a responsibility to

953
00:55:51,880 --> 00:55:56,560
have a pet, but just that they
are so spiritual.

954
00:55:56,560 --> 00:56:01,400
And I even have one cat that I
actually had another animal

955
00:56:01,400 --> 00:56:07,640
communicator connect with.
And I feel like my job in this

956
00:56:07,640 --> 00:56:15,080
life was to give her space
because she, my understanding is

957
00:56:15,080 --> 00:56:19,880
that like her in this lifetime,
her role, she has been going out

958
00:56:20,160 --> 00:56:24,080
into other dimensions and doing
work and other dimensions.

959
00:56:24,080 --> 00:56:27,760
And so it has been my job and my
responsibility to keep her safe

960
00:56:27,840 --> 00:56:31,480
on this plane while she is out
doing all of this work that she

961
00:56:31,480 --> 00:56:33,320
needs to be doing, which may
sound.

962
00:56:33,360 --> 00:56:36,160
Totally crazy.
That Sure, that's amazing.

963
00:56:36,320 --> 00:56:40,520
What's What's this cat's name?
Samantha, I call her Sissy,

964
00:56:40,520 --> 00:56:43,440
Sissy Sissy.
Samantha, that's awesome.

965
00:56:44,120 --> 00:56:49,880
Yeah.
But then you and your podcast

966
00:56:49,880 --> 00:56:55,200
hosts also recently connected in
with my dog, Claire.

967
00:56:55,200 --> 00:56:57,160
That passed.
Many years ago.

968
00:56:57,680 --> 00:57:00,960
Oh yes.
And even though that was really,

969
00:57:00,960 --> 00:57:04,840
really quick, that was like a 5
minute thing that was for the

970
00:57:04,840 --> 00:57:09,320
podcast.
I was just blown away by how

971
00:57:09,360 --> 00:57:12,680
accurate everybody was.
Like nobody knew anything.

972
00:57:12,680 --> 00:57:15,760
I didn't even know going into
the podcast which animal I was

973
00:57:15,760 --> 00:57:22,440
going to ask to connect with.
And during that quick 5 minutes,

974
00:57:22,440 --> 00:57:27,080
it was like the fact that she
was read, the fact that she was

975
00:57:27,080 --> 00:57:30,240
a Pomeranian, like all of these
things came up and I'm like, you

976
00:57:30,240 --> 00:57:32,520
couldn't have known.
None of the three of you could

977
00:57:32,520 --> 00:57:33,760
have known any of them.
And Claire?

978
00:57:34,080 --> 00:57:35,200
Bear right?
I think I remember.

979
00:57:35,200 --> 00:57:38,320
Here, Claire Bear say on Claire
Bear, yes, I called her Claire

980
00:57:38,320 --> 00:57:42,120
Bear, yes.
That's how I felt.

981
00:57:42,120 --> 00:57:45,320
About.
With Belle, was it right off the

982
00:57:45,320 --> 00:57:47,200
bat?
Like, I mean, it was the first

983
00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:50,240
thing, you know, you took some
time to try to kind of connect

984
00:57:50,240 --> 00:57:54,160
with her and then like right off
the bat, you just said, I'm so

985
00:57:54,160 --> 00:57:59,640
proud of you.
And I sobbing because it's one

986
00:57:59,640 --> 00:58:04,400
of those things that I kind of
say to myself as an affirmation

987
00:58:04,400 --> 00:58:09,160
as I go through this career and
connect with people that I wish

988
00:58:09,160 --> 00:58:13,000
I would have known previously.
But I spread the the the

989
00:58:13,040 --> 00:58:15,920
information and stuff that I've
learned about her and I kind of

990
00:58:15,920 --> 00:58:17,840
grown up as a person.
I kind of tell myself I'm like,

991
00:58:17,840 --> 00:58:19,840
I really feel like she'd be
proud of me.

992
00:58:20,400 --> 00:58:22,760
And I feel in my heart that
she'd be proud of me, which is,

993
00:58:23,120 --> 00:58:25,640
you know, like I said, if you
don't have that deep connection

994
00:58:25,640 --> 00:58:29,600
to dogs, that might sound silly,
but I really feel like she'd be

995
00:58:29,600 --> 00:58:31,400
proud of me.
So you said that and I wanted to

996
00:58:31,400 --> 00:58:34,440
throw up because I was like, my
God, that's the best thing you

997
00:58:34,440 --> 00:58:37,080
could have said.
And then, yeah, just the the

998
00:58:37,080 --> 00:58:42,520
description of her is like a
mother energy was just, I mean,

999
00:58:42,920 --> 00:58:47,080
everything like that.
And that was that was just

1000
00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:47,920
really cool.
Yeah.

1001
00:58:47,920 --> 00:58:49,320
That was a really cool
conversation.

1002
00:58:49,320 --> 00:58:52,600
And I loved feeling that.
So it was kind of like

1003
00:58:52,600 --> 00:58:55,880
everything I think I wanted to
hear about this dog that was so

1004
00:58:55,880 --> 00:58:59,480
special to me and that I want to
vomit every time I look at

1005
00:58:59,480 --> 00:59:02,040
pictures of her because I miss
those soft ears so much.

1006
00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:06,600
But yeah, I was just just so
cool.

1007
00:59:06,600 --> 00:59:14,720
And I think that I lost my train
of thought, but well, one of the

1008
00:59:14,720 --> 00:59:20,560
one of the kind of takeaways we
had from that was to embrace the

1009
00:59:20,560 --> 00:59:23,920
connection, let go, allow
experiences and follow.

1010
00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:28,240
So I said sometimes like a let
yourself find that if you've

1011
00:59:28,240 --> 00:59:30,960
always been like if you think
that you have your soul dog or

1012
00:59:30,960 --> 00:59:34,160
just a dog that's put into your
life at a dog, a person, a cat,

1013
00:59:34,160 --> 00:59:37,360
a horse, a bird that's put in
your life for some reason.

1014
00:59:37,960 --> 00:59:41,440
Kind of let yourself think about
it.

1015
00:59:42,680 --> 00:59:46,160
And maybe you could give some
tips on how people can kind of

1016
00:59:46,640 --> 00:59:50,160
try to get deeper into that.
I spend a lot of time practicing

1017
00:59:50,160 --> 00:59:53,280
like mindfulness and meditation.
So that's not something that's

1018
00:59:53,920 --> 00:59:58,040
very hard to me to try to narrow
down kind of where I'm at and

1019
00:59:58,280 --> 01:00:00,680
see if you can kind of grab that
string and pull on it a little

1020
01:00:00,680 --> 01:00:04,280
bit and see where things are
trying to take you if something

1021
01:00:04,280 --> 01:00:06,680
really crappy happens.
I.

1022
01:00:07,600 --> 01:00:09,880
I think I told you, like I've
gotten to a point now where I

1023
01:00:09,880 --> 01:00:12,560
realized the universe was like
knocking on the window, Like,

1024
01:00:12,560 --> 01:00:15,240
hey, listen to me.
Like.

1025
01:00:15,280 --> 01:00:18,200
Chucking bricks at me, I said
like metaphor, spiritual bricks

1026
01:00:18,200 --> 01:00:20,760
at me.
And I was finally like, oh, OK.

1027
01:00:20,960 --> 01:00:23,200
And so I started to listen to
these things and now I've been

1028
01:00:23,200 --> 01:00:25,760
brought in this path where I
just feel so fulfilled.

1029
01:00:25,760 --> 01:00:29,560
And it wasn't all nice, but I
feel like I've learned so much.

1030
01:00:29,600 --> 01:00:36,840
And I think that just taking the
time to kind of simplify your

1031
01:00:36,840 --> 01:00:38,920
intentions.
And I'm like, I don't, I don't

1032
01:00:38,920 --> 01:00:41,960
have the words for it.
And try to find that like

1033
01:00:41,960 --> 01:00:43,960
spiritual string and kind of tug
on it.

1034
01:00:44,320 --> 01:00:47,720
Figure out what you're being
pushed towards, see what

1035
01:00:49,480 --> 01:00:54,880
experiences you're being guided
towards that might be trying to

1036
01:00:54,880 --> 01:00:57,480
teach you that lesson or that
purpose that you're here for.

1037
01:00:57,920 --> 01:01:03,080
And I just think that that was
such a cool take away from it.

1038
01:01:03,080 --> 01:01:06,160
Embrace the connection, let go,
allow experiences and follow.

1039
01:01:06,840 --> 01:01:09,640
And I just think that that's so
cool.

1040
01:01:11,480 --> 01:01:17,240
I yeah, I guess I would, I would
just say, you know what comes to

1041
01:01:18,160 --> 01:01:20,640
finding your finding your
animals, right?

1042
01:01:21,200 --> 01:01:23,600
We don't, you know, we can
decide.

1043
01:01:24,040 --> 01:01:26,040
I don't know where I'm going
with this, but you know, we can

1044
01:01:26,040 --> 01:01:27,760
go, oh, I'm going to go get a
dog, right.

1045
01:01:27,760 --> 01:01:32,520
It's time for a dog.
But the fact, say you even have

1046
01:01:32,520 --> 01:01:37,200
that as a thought in your head
is not just you.

1047
01:01:38,000 --> 01:01:41,280
But yeah, and if we can just.
Allow ourselves a little bit of

1048
01:01:41,280 --> 01:01:45,560
a broader viewpoint on these
things to think that we aren't

1049
01:01:45,560 --> 01:01:48,360
the we aren't the end all be all
decision makers.

1050
01:01:48,560 --> 01:01:54,480
We are part of a receptive path.
When we are, we do have free

1051
01:01:54,480 --> 01:01:55,680
will.
Of course we have free will.

1052
01:01:55,920 --> 01:01:57,760
You could be standing there and
go, am I going to eat that

1053
01:01:57,760 --> 01:02:00,360
barred chocolate or am I going
to drink that cocktail or am I

1054
01:02:00,360 --> 01:02:02,760
going to go eat that apple?
That's free will, right?

1055
01:02:02,880 --> 01:02:09,480
Yeah.
But there's also the the path of

1056
01:02:09,960 --> 01:02:13,320
even while we're doing
something, the thing that we're

1057
01:02:13,400 --> 01:02:19,600
experiencing may not be we
didn't necessarily How do I say

1058
01:02:19,600 --> 01:02:24,960
this create it ourselves.
It's part of our souls agreement

1059
01:02:24,960 --> 01:02:27,680
to have a certain lesson or
experience and it's a

1060
01:02:27,680 --> 01:02:31,080
manifesting in a certain way or
a certain moment, including the

1061
01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:34,800
idea that it's time to go get a
dog or it's time or cat shows up

1062
01:02:34,800 --> 01:02:39,000
in your backyard or the one who
stares at you from behind

1063
01:02:39,000 --> 01:02:42,160
everyone else like sunshine.
You get honed in on.

1064
01:02:42,440 --> 01:02:49,000
That's, that's not just because
you, Lauren, happened to be the

1065
01:02:49,000 --> 01:02:52,960
type of human being that wants
to save the meek and mild, right

1066
01:02:53,120 --> 01:02:56,800
and help give them a voice,
because that's, if you look at

1067
01:02:56,800 --> 01:03:01,120
that, that's also part of you.
It's because the sole new, the

1068
01:03:01,120 --> 01:03:03,080
sole agreement you had with
Sunshine.

1069
01:03:03,080 --> 01:03:06,280
We talked about a past life,
which I'll let you share if you

1070
01:03:06,280 --> 01:03:08,560
want.
But this agreement you have with

1071
01:03:08,560 --> 01:03:14,160
Sunshine, there's no way you
wouldn't have seen her because

1072
01:03:14,160 --> 01:03:17,800
you were trust you were in an
experience of being guided even

1073
01:03:17,800 --> 01:03:21,600
though you thought it was.
So it it's almost like all the

1074
01:03:21,600 --> 01:03:25,720
pegs line up and we go.
Well, and Canon, Canon, I don't

1075
01:03:25,720 --> 01:03:28,920
know if he's still on here, but
we were just talking about that.

1076
01:03:28,920 --> 01:03:31,800
And like, it's, it's, I would
not have liked him and he would

1077
01:03:31,800 --> 01:03:33,920
not have liked us if we hadn't
gone through a couple

1078
01:03:33,920 --> 01:03:37,840
experiences and kind of things
to get us exactly where we need

1079
01:03:37,840 --> 01:03:39,720
to be.
And it just is one of those

1080
01:03:39,720 --> 01:03:42,360
things that I'm like, it's.
Just a little bit too.

1081
01:03:42,360 --> 01:03:45,840
Coincidental, the timing of
everything and basically to

1082
01:03:45,840 --> 01:03:50,640
simplify all of that, I do fully
believe, and it sounds like you

1083
01:03:50,640 --> 01:03:52,960
do too, that everything happens
for a reason 100.

1084
01:03:52,960 --> 01:03:56,280
Percent.
And sometimes you it's, it's a

1085
01:03:56,280 --> 01:03:58,760
giant ball of suck and you're
like, why does this reason have

1086
01:03:58,760 --> 01:04:01,040
to be happening?
But then I think once that kind

1087
01:04:01,040 --> 01:04:05,200
of smoke clears, then you have
to think on it a little bit and

1088
01:04:05,200 --> 01:04:09,040
figure out because there's
something and maybe it's setting

1089
01:04:09,040 --> 01:04:11,400
you up for the next thing to
happen.

1090
01:04:11,920 --> 01:04:14,280
You know what I mean?
Has to knock you down.

1091
01:04:15,280 --> 01:04:19,480
Some things happen for reasons
that are beyond our

1092
01:04:19,480 --> 01:04:21,280
comprehension at the moment,
right?

1093
01:04:21,600 --> 01:04:26,400
Like I don't know why I didn't
know why a 20 sit 28 when I

1094
01:04:26,400 --> 01:04:28,840
threw a Frisbee, I was going to
compress 2 of my discs in my

1095
01:04:28,840 --> 01:04:33,320
back, 20 years old, totally fit,
compressed 2 discs in my back,

1096
01:04:33,320 --> 01:04:36,200
right?
But it there was a trajectory

1097
01:04:36,200 --> 01:04:39,280
that happened because of it and
I made different choices because

1098
01:04:39,280 --> 01:04:41,760
of it and I learned different
things because of it, right?

1099
01:04:42,040 --> 01:04:46,600
So when I look back, I get
hindsight's 2020 for sure.

1100
01:04:47,160 --> 01:04:50,880
So you can kind of look back on
things and say, wow, yeah,

1101
01:04:50,880 --> 01:04:55,560
that's, I can see where I zigged
and zagged, but I still ended

1102
01:04:55,840 --> 01:04:57,760
up.
Definitely feel like.

1103
01:04:57,840 --> 01:05:03,600
To learn right?
Yeah, I, I have a lot of that in

1104
01:05:03,600 --> 01:05:07,760
my life, for sure.
It could, Oh yeah, could, could

1105
01:05:07,760 --> 01:05:10,680
knock me down.
It could give me excuses as to

1106
01:05:10,680 --> 01:05:14,120
why I should pity myself and
why, you know, a lot of people

1107
01:05:14,760 --> 01:05:17,120
don't make it out of stuff like
that.

1108
01:05:17,120 --> 01:05:22,720
But I was always like, OK, I
have to do this for some reason.

1109
01:05:22,760 --> 01:05:24,720
It's fine.
We'll just keep looking upwards

1110
01:05:25,080 --> 01:05:29,280
and kind of a little string off
of that that I want to bring up

1111
01:05:29,280 --> 01:05:30,600
because I know we're all crazy
cat ladies.

1112
01:05:30,600 --> 01:05:33,000
Here is the cat distribution
system.

1113
01:05:33,000 --> 01:05:37,400
Yes.
Why do I get distributed so many

1114
01:05:37,400 --> 01:05:40,600
cats?
There's 4 cats.

1115
01:05:40,680 --> 01:05:43,760
There's so many cats.
Darwin was the last one, and I

1116
01:05:43,760 --> 01:05:45,280
said I won't even touch another
kitten.

1117
01:05:45,280 --> 01:05:46,360
Like what is he doing back
there?

1118
01:05:47,640 --> 01:05:50,800
And he's so funny.
But we have so many cats and

1119
01:05:50,800 --> 01:05:53,040
luckily they're lovely cats.
But we had brought that up and

1120
01:05:53,040 --> 01:05:54,480
you had never heard the term
before.

1121
01:05:54,480 --> 01:05:57,960
But I'm like, cat distribution
system just hit me hard.

1122
01:05:58,040 --> 01:06:01,200
You don't like go out and if you
want like a main Coon or

1123
01:06:01,200 --> 01:06:05,800
something like that, but most
people you're like, oh, this is

1124
01:06:05,800 --> 01:06:09,160
fluffy.
I found her under a downspout -3

1125
01:06:09,160 --> 01:06:13,120
of her legs and now she's a
sweet Princess baby.

1126
01:06:13,120 --> 01:06:14,560
And that's kind of how Darwin
was.

1127
01:06:15,360 --> 01:06:18,480
And all of my and I'm like,
well, they're just this is these

1128
01:06:18,480 --> 01:06:19,360
are my cats.
No.

1129
01:06:20,120 --> 01:06:22,600
I mean, I have to say yes, the
cat distribution system, now

1130
01:06:22,600 --> 01:06:26,280
that I understand the language,
has been distributed through me

1131
01:06:26,280 --> 01:06:28,000
too.
I mean, my first cat Dusty in

1132
01:06:28,000 --> 01:06:31,400
college, we found under a car
outside of our apartment.

1133
01:06:32,080 --> 01:06:36,360
And then she reincarnated and
came back to me as hockey Puck,

1134
01:06:36,760 --> 01:06:39,360
which we found in the middle of
a divided highway in the middle

1135
01:06:39,360 --> 01:06:44,360
of the night, tied to dreams
that I was having from about

1136
01:06:44,360 --> 01:06:46,840
finding her, then turned into
him.

1137
01:06:47,120 --> 01:06:49,560
So, you know, there is.
It's really.

1138
01:06:49,720 --> 01:06:51,520
Yeah.
They they find you the one

1139
01:06:51,520 --> 01:06:54,720
they're supposed to.
And then Notay and Dia, of the

1140
01:06:54,720 --> 01:06:57,480
ones I have now, which you guys
probably see on Instagram,

1141
01:06:58,160 --> 01:07:00,200
hockey puck is the one that
guided me to them.

1142
01:07:00,200 --> 01:07:03,240
So there's definitely a
distribution system going.

1143
01:07:04,080 --> 01:07:08,040
On Yeah, Yeah.
Well, and I have to I mean, I

1144
01:07:08,040 --> 01:07:12,760
know we're already over an hour,
but I just to kind of for me

1145
01:07:12,760 --> 01:07:18,360
kind of tie up this whole idea
of spirituality.

1146
01:07:18,360 --> 01:07:22,400
I think like for me and, and
animal communication has been a

1147
01:07:22,400 --> 01:07:27,160
part of this.
But if I am definitely going

1148
01:07:27,160 --> 01:07:29,560
through a tower moment in my
life right now.

1149
01:07:29,960 --> 01:07:38,840
And I don't think that I don't
know if I would have been strong

1150
01:07:38,840 --> 01:07:45,240
enough to do what I needed to do
to choose myself if I hadn't, if

1151
01:07:45,240 --> 01:07:48,160
I hadn't have started this
spiritual journey that I did a

1152
01:07:48,160 --> 01:07:51,760
couple of years ago.
And animal communication has

1153
01:07:51,760 --> 01:07:58,880
just been a part of that, like
being tapping into how these

1154
01:07:58,880 --> 01:08:05,520
animals have chosen me and my
role in their current existence

1155
01:08:05,760 --> 01:08:10,240
and their role in my current
existence and under starting to

1156
01:08:10,480 --> 01:08:15,440
understand soul contracts and
all of these things.

1157
01:08:15,560 --> 01:08:20,520
I don't know that I would have
been strong enough to be where I

1158
01:08:20,520 --> 01:08:27,520
am now. 100% I know I and I know
what you're talking about and

1159
01:08:28,319 --> 01:08:30,479
lots of love to you and you're
so strong.

1160
01:08:30,479 --> 01:08:35,880
You know, you're so strong and
our animals really do support us

1161
01:08:35,880 --> 01:08:39,120
in our spiritual journeys.
That's that's one of the amazing

1162
01:08:39,120 --> 01:08:43,319
gifts when we take in animals
and we really see them as

1163
01:08:43,319 --> 01:08:46,279
partners.
They really elevate our spirits,

1164
01:08:46,359 --> 01:08:50,439
you know, and give us, help us
see ourselves in the best light.

1165
01:08:50,439 --> 01:08:53,439
We start to see, we start to see
pieces of ourselves that they

1166
01:08:53,439 --> 01:08:56,240
know are there, that they,
that's why they love us

1167
01:08:56,240 --> 01:09:00,080
unconditionally, because they
see our essence and they help us

1168
01:09:00,080 --> 01:09:04,600
see our own essences, you know,
and our own strengths because we

1169
01:09:04,600 --> 01:09:06,160
wanted to do it for them.
Right.

1170
01:09:06,640 --> 01:09:10,760
Initially, Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Then we do it for ourselves.

1171
01:09:11,279 --> 01:09:15,160
You see like animals as spirit
guides through so many different

1172
01:09:15,160 --> 01:09:18,319
cultures around the world.
And same with like the concept

1173
01:09:18,399 --> 01:09:24,040
of reincarnation, same with like
twin flame or or string theory.

1174
01:09:24,040 --> 01:09:27,240
See so many different iterations
and that is so many cultures

1175
01:09:27,240 --> 01:09:29,840
around the world.
And I'm like, you can't make

1176
01:09:30,240 --> 01:09:33,120
that up.
There's a lot of threads weaving

1177
01:09:33,120 --> 01:09:34,560
together.
Of yeah, yeah.

1178
01:09:35,000 --> 01:09:39,880
And same with like and for for
the people that like absolutely

1179
01:09:39,880 --> 01:09:43,760
nae nae the and I don't blame
them the idea.

1180
01:09:43,760 --> 01:09:46,040
And also if anybody has any
questions or anything with Karen

1181
01:09:46,040 --> 01:09:49,840
before Karen or Jessica, before
we close up or anything, put

1182
01:09:49,840 --> 01:09:51,640
them in the the comments and
we'll try to cover stuff.

1183
01:09:51,640 --> 01:09:57,840
But you can't deny the fact that
even the most genius of physics

1184
01:09:57,840 --> 01:10:02,360
physicists and we covered this.
There is an energy field of

1185
01:10:02,360 --> 01:10:06,400
vibration and you know
everything like that to

1186
01:10:06,600 --> 01:10:14,480
everything that lives period.
And that's if you want to deny

1187
01:10:14,920 --> 01:10:19,320
the a psychic connection and and
or reincarnation, like I

1188
01:10:19,320 --> 01:10:22,640
understand that.
But you can't deny the the

1189
01:10:22,840 --> 01:10:29,160
energy in all of us and the fact
that many animals and people and

1190
01:10:29,160 --> 01:10:33,400
and things throughout the world
have the ability to pick up on

1191
01:10:33,400 --> 01:10:34,920
that.
So I don't think it's that much

1192
01:10:34,920 --> 01:10:39,200
of A stretch to say that certain
people are closer to that.

1193
01:10:39,200 --> 01:10:42,200
And you and I were talking about
like the the telepathy tapes.

1194
01:10:42,520 --> 01:10:44,400
I think it's absolutely so
magical.

1195
01:10:45,240 --> 01:10:49,520
And I'll bet it's the same thing
as like, if you lose your sight,

1196
01:10:49,520 --> 01:10:52,600
your, your, your hearing becomes
more attuned.

1197
01:10:52,600 --> 01:10:55,280
And if you lose control of your
body, then your mind's going to

1198
01:10:55,280 --> 01:10:57,480
become more attuned.
And even the government now

1199
01:10:57,840 --> 01:11:00,600
employs psychics, whether you
want to go down that conspiracy

1200
01:11:00,600 --> 01:11:02,320
theory or not.
But that's been confirmed.

1201
01:11:02,320 --> 01:11:05,400
But if you look at OK, let's
let's talk men who stare at

1202
01:11:05,400 --> 01:11:10,280
ghosts, that movie with some of
my most favorite actors ever in

1203
01:11:10,280 --> 01:11:12,600
that movie, all in one movie.
I'm like, Oh my God.

1204
01:11:13,280 --> 01:11:18,680
But that is a spin off that is a
bit of a satire around a true

1205
01:11:19,120 --> 01:11:24,400
program that we have had in the
United States sit Oh my God,

1206
01:11:24,400 --> 01:11:28,960
since the Fifties, 60s and 70s
when and it's it's based.

1207
01:11:28,960 --> 01:11:31,240
You can read about it in a book
called The Field by Lynn

1208
01:11:31,240 --> 01:11:35,600
Mactaggart, where she talks
about this program I think was

1209
01:11:35,600 --> 01:11:41,440
called Stargate, and where they
they actually brought military

1210
01:11:41,760 --> 01:11:45,640
people to certain military
people together who had a

1211
01:11:45,880 --> 01:11:52,400
sensitivity to intuition and
trained them to be psychic spies

1212
01:11:52,760 --> 01:11:57,000
because Russia was doing it.
And we needed to be able to

1213
01:11:57,000 --> 01:12:03,760
train our military men to seek
remote view where bombs were

1214
01:12:03,760 --> 01:12:07,000
being stored and things are
being done and people were being

1215
01:12:07,000 --> 01:12:09,920
held hostage.
They also were working on

1216
01:12:09,920 --> 01:12:13,400
psychic warfare where you could
actually focus in on someone

1217
01:12:13,400 --> 01:12:16,040
else's heart and actually target
energy into their heart and try

1218
01:12:16,040 --> 01:12:18,000
to assassinate them.
And psychically.

1219
01:12:18,320 --> 01:12:21,120
The weird thing is though, is if
you agreed to do that part of

1220
01:12:21,120 --> 01:12:24,120
the work, you also ended up with
a heart heart attack.

1221
01:12:24,720 --> 01:12:26,440
In the end.
Your heart was weaker because

1222
01:12:26,440 --> 01:12:28,040
you were using it to hurt other
people.

1223
01:12:28,480 --> 01:12:33,120
But this goes back for thousands
and thousands of years to

1224
01:12:33,120 --> 01:12:36,640
something called Thousand Mile
Eyes, which comes out of Chinese

1225
01:12:36,640 --> 01:12:40,040
philosophy.
So and practice in martial arts.

1226
01:12:40,040 --> 01:12:45,120
So yeah, it's real psychic
warfare and psychic remote

1227
01:12:45,120 --> 01:12:48,240
viewing is a real thing.
And it is part of the government

1228
01:12:48,240 --> 01:12:50,880
and always, it always has been.
And it's, she writes about it in

1229
01:12:50,880 --> 01:12:56,480
her book.
We're we're wanting to do what

1230
01:12:56,480 --> 01:12:59,400
the animals are already doing,
which is they can sense across

1231
01:12:59,400 --> 01:13:03,000
miles when a storm is coming.
They know which direction

1232
01:13:03,160 --> 01:13:05,840
someone went miles and miles
away.

1233
01:13:05,840 --> 01:13:09,640
If they are really honed in,
they can talk to each other in

1234
01:13:09,640 --> 01:13:11,920
separate buildings.
So we're learning to do what

1235
01:13:11,920 --> 01:13:15,560
they we lost by doing that.
Yeah, well.

1236
01:13:16,000 --> 01:13:21,240
It's tough.
And I think I mean the the what

1237
01:13:21,240 --> 01:13:29,840
I started out talking about how
we have spent so many hundreds,

1238
01:13:29,840 --> 01:13:34,960
thousands, even years
suppressing intuition and kind

1239
01:13:34,960 --> 01:13:39,680
of a more feminine nature.
That same thing.

1240
01:13:39,840 --> 01:13:44,920
We have disconnected from nature
in general.

1241
01:13:45,240 --> 01:13:53,120
Like, I mean, there are people
who live in high rises who

1242
01:13:53,120 --> 01:13:55,880
when's the last time they
touched dirt or grass, right?

1243
01:13:55,880 --> 01:13:59,400
Like that's where.
That's what my favorite Gen.

1244
01:13:59,400 --> 01:14:01,160
Z thing right now.
Go touch grass.

1245
01:14:03,400 --> 01:14:06,080
Yes, please stop.
Stop eating tide pods and go

1246
01:14:06,080 --> 01:14:14,760
touch grass like that's and, and
so I think the more we get back

1247
01:14:14,760 --> 01:14:18,760
to how we are supposed to be
living as humans, the more we

1248
01:14:18,760 --> 01:14:24,000
can get back to the intuitive
parts of ourselves.

1249
01:14:24,160 --> 01:14:28,200
Because and, and I, I think, I
personally think it's very

1250
01:14:28,200 --> 01:14:32,960
deliberate that we have been
conditioned and indoctrinated

1251
01:14:32,960 --> 01:14:39,640
to, to, to not be connected to
nature, but, and that's, that's

1252
01:14:39,760 --> 01:14:42,960
a whole other thing.
I can't wait to cover that.

1253
01:14:43,240 --> 01:14:45,560
With you from the hospitals.
I mean, it's like I'm not

1254
01:14:45,560 --> 01:14:48,320
exactly here like wishing I had
a home birth because that I

1255
01:14:48,320 --> 01:14:51,400
think it's terrifying but how
far we've gotten from that.

1256
01:14:51,400 --> 01:14:54,400
They like immediately take them
and you wash all the, the, the

1257
01:14:54,400 --> 01:14:57,200
biological stuff off and wrap
them in a polyester blanket

1258
01:14:57,680 --> 01:15:00,800
immediately, you know, and I
think that from the beginning,

1259
01:15:00,800 --> 01:15:03,440
we've just gotten so far away
from our nature.

1260
01:15:03,440 --> 01:15:08,560
And, and I think we're kind of,
there's at least a sub sect of,

1261
01:15:08,680 --> 01:15:12,880
of the world that's starting to
get back to that starting to

1262
01:15:12,880 --> 01:15:16,080
grow your own food.
And, and I, you know, in my

1263
01:15:16,080 --> 01:15:19,520
realm, I think there's a lot of
respect in the food cycle.

1264
01:15:19,520 --> 01:15:23,320
And I think that one of the the,
the best things you can do, I

1265
01:15:23,320 --> 01:15:25,840
want to say best, one of the
most respectful things you can

1266
01:15:25,840 --> 01:15:30,280
do is have to, this sounds
really brutal, but take the life

1267
01:15:30,280 --> 01:15:33,280
that you're consuming.
Like I think that there's a lot

1268
01:15:33,280 --> 01:15:36,400
of honor behind hunting.
I used to hate it.

1269
01:15:36,400 --> 01:15:38,440
I used to think I'm like, what
are you just going to stalk an

1270
01:15:38,440 --> 01:15:41,080
animal down in its home?
I think that the process of

1271
01:15:41,080 --> 01:15:44,640
stalking and going to the
process of taking the lives like

1272
01:15:44,640 --> 01:15:46,960
Native Americans would, but they
would like say, thank you for

1273
01:15:46,960 --> 01:15:48,920
your sacrifice and using the
whole animal.

1274
01:15:49,120 --> 01:15:51,800
I think there's so much honor in
that because that's really

1275
01:15:52,560 --> 01:15:55,040
getting us back to our root
biological cycle.

1276
01:15:55,040 --> 01:15:58,200
And I just think that's kind of
a cool thing.

1277
01:15:58,800 --> 01:16:01,600
That's a whole other thing that
I think would be really cool to

1278
01:16:01,600 --> 01:16:06,840
talk to Karen about because I
know I have heard a lot of more

1279
01:16:06,840 --> 01:16:10,920
spiritual people and especially
animal communicators say that

1280
01:16:10,920 --> 01:16:15,600
they can't eat meat anymore once
they connect to animals in this

1281
01:16:15,600 --> 01:16:18,360
way.
And I agree with you, Lauren,

1282
01:16:18,360 --> 01:16:22,520
that granted, I'm not an animal
communicator, but I completely

1283
01:16:22,520 --> 01:16:29,680
agree with like, no, I am not OK
with hunting for sport, but like

1284
01:16:30,240 --> 01:16:36,600
that can that we have lost that
connection to how how we sustain

1285
01:16:36,600 --> 01:16:40,000
ourselves as human beings.
And like, that's a very natural

1286
01:16:40,120 --> 01:16:42,040
thing.
We are supposed to be eating

1287
01:16:42,080 --> 01:16:47,600
both plants and meat.
And like it's, it's part of the

1288
01:16:47,600 --> 01:16:51,480
natural life cycle.
So I, I mean, we don't need to

1289
01:16:51,480 --> 01:16:53,200
talk about that right now, but
that would be a really well, you

1290
01:16:53,200 --> 01:16:56,240
know, come back to you.
The Movie.

1291
01:16:56,280 --> 01:16:58,640
That's a whole nother topic.
We'll wait for another day of

1292
01:16:58,640 --> 01:17:01,440
that one.
I think the movie Avatar is like

1293
01:17:02,120 --> 01:17:05,680
covers that so well.
I'm like, Yep, everything's

1294
01:17:05,680 --> 01:17:08,080
interconnected by in, in that,
you know, in that movie,

1295
01:17:08,080 --> 01:17:10,240
obviously it's like a sci-fi
thing, but there is an

1296
01:17:10,240 --> 01:17:12,760
interconnected cycle.
And I have a heavy biology and

1297
01:17:12,760 --> 01:17:16,120
ecology thing, and that is one
part of that collapse and

1298
01:17:16,120 --> 01:17:17,840
everything starts to get a
little wonky.

1299
01:17:18,080 --> 01:17:20,280
You know what I mean?
Like if you miss one screw out

1300
01:17:20,280 --> 01:17:22,280
of your car, something's going
to be a little wonky.

1301
01:17:22,280 --> 01:17:25,520
And I think that we've just
disrupted that ecological cycle

1302
01:17:25,880 --> 01:17:29,360
and we're kind of in the way of
getting back to that right now.

1303
01:17:29,720 --> 01:17:32,360
And I think it's a cool kind of
process.

1304
01:17:34,680 --> 01:17:37,680
We are done.
We should probably start to

1305
01:17:37,680 --> 01:17:39,960
close up, but is there anything?
Else we want to cover anything

1306
01:17:39,960 --> 01:17:44,840
else.
We want to do before before we

1307
01:17:44,840 --> 01:17:49,200
go.
I guess I would just say for my

1308
01:17:49,200 --> 01:17:54,640
part on the at the end of this
is take a breath with, if you're

1309
01:17:54,640 --> 01:17:58,080
not doing it already, take a
breath with your animal family

1310
01:17:58,080 --> 01:18:05,560
members and look into their eyes
directly and just share

1311
01:18:05,560 --> 01:18:12,080
appreciation for their efforts
to accommodate living in our

1312
01:18:12,440 --> 01:18:17,200
world.
Because left to their druthers,

1313
01:18:17,200 --> 01:18:20,240
right, left to their way of
being, their most natural way of

1314
01:18:20,240 --> 01:18:23,120
being, they wouldn't they.
And granted, yes, is it better

1315
01:18:23,120 --> 01:18:27,200
for is it safer for cats?
Sure, Dogs get like sleeping

1316
01:18:27,200 --> 01:18:31,560
under blankets, yes.
But besides those comforts, they

1317
01:18:31,560 --> 01:18:35,520
literally are constantly trying
to figure out how to communicate

1318
01:18:35,520 --> 01:18:40,000
with us because they are living
in our world and we have

1319
01:18:40,080 --> 01:18:41,560
absolutely made them feel that
way.

1320
01:18:41,560 --> 01:18:45,000
So construct which means we are
absolutely in control of

1321
01:18:45,000 --> 01:18:48,360
everything.
And remember how gracious they

1322
01:18:48,360 --> 01:18:51,800
are in allowing us to be in
control of when they go for

1323
01:18:51,800 --> 01:18:54,960
walks, when they get to relieve
their bladders, what they get to

1324
01:18:54,960 --> 01:18:58,400
eat, when they get to sleep,
when they get to be in our

1325
01:18:58,400 --> 01:19:01,360
presence, when they are too over
stimulated.

1326
01:19:01,680 --> 01:19:07,840
We they have literally agreed to
be in our world in that case

1327
01:19:07,840 --> 01:19:11,600
domesticate for us.
So to have some gratefulness for

1328
01:19:11,600 --> 01:19:15,680
them and just to say thank you
and try to see things through

1329
01:19:15,680 --> 01:19:21,440
their eyes once in a while, just
watch what happens it.

1330
01:19:21,440 --> 01:19:24,880
Really does shift the.
Energy and focus between us in a

1331
01:19:24,880 --> 01:19:28,880
way we you will see them
differently, I think kind of on

1332
01:19:28,880 --> 01:19:30,560
that topic too.
That's what I love to tell

1333
01:19:30,560 --> 01:19:34,400
people to.
Remember, thank you Nos Lee for

1334
01:19:34,400 --> 01:19:36,280
saying that, for thank for that
remind you.

1335
01:19:41,440 --> 01:19:46,720
We lost your voice again.
We lost her.

1336
01:19:46,720 --> 01:19:48,400
Voice again.
She missed it.

1337
01:19:49,120 --> 01:19:52,360
No.
No, just got a call again.

1338
01:19:52,360 --> 01:19:53,360
Yeah, she.
Got.

1339
01:19:53,600 --> 01:19:55,440
Disrupted because we.
Get to talk more now.

1340
01:19:56,480 --> 01:20:00,000
No, I think giving them back
little senses of.

1341
01:20:00,080 --> 01:20:04,720
Of their true nature, things
like like I do with rabbit fur

1342
01:20:04,720 --> 01:20:06,840
and and stuff like that.
Just a little bit that lets them

1343
01:20:06,840 --> 01:20:10,240
use that parts of their instinct
I think is really important

1344
01:20:10,240 --> 01:20:14,960
because yeah, we do force them
into our sterile tide scented

1345
01:20:15,040 --> 01:20:19,080
homes, give them a little bit of
their natural stimulation back

1346
01:20:19,080 --> 01:20:22,280
and things like that.
So just yeah, giving them the

1347
01:20:22,280 --> 01:20:26,120
respect back that they are.
Working really hard to figure us

1348
01:20:26,120 --> 01:20:31,280
out and that we can do that too.
Yeah, I wish we had time to do a

1349
01:20:31,280 --> 01:20:34,840
quick reading or something, but.
Maybe we'll have to do another

1350
01:20:34,840 --> 01:20:35,600
one.
Yeah, we'll do another

1351
01:20:35,600 --> 01:20:37,200
conversation.
I feel like I could talk about

1352
01:20:37,200 --> 01:20:38,880
this forever.
I didn't even get to talk about

1353
01:20:38,880 --> 01:20:42,200
sunshine and eyes history.
I almost want to talk about

1354
01:20:42,200 --> 01:20:43,520
that.
There was, I'm just going to do

1355
01:20:43,520 --> 01:20:48,840
a really quick sunshine.
And so she's a little dog that I

1356
01:20:49,000 --> 01:20:51,080
felt like I had that really deep
Connect fan with.

1357
01:20:51,080 --> 01:20:54,080
And she's this like little
delicate Princess, like can't

1358
01:20:54,280 --> 01:21:00,760
jump over barely a doorstep.
You had gotten like a really

1359
01:21:00,760 --> 01:21:04,680
clear vision of her.
And I as like a hunter and a

1360
01:21:04,680 --> 01:21:09,120
deer tracking dog, specifically
a black and white speckled maybe

1361
01:21:10,000 --> 01:21:13,120
hound dog or or setter or
something.

1362
01:21:13,520 --> 01:21:17,640
And sunshine.
I adopted her when she was maybe

1363
01:21:17,640 --> 01:21:22,240
10 or 11.
And you said that in that past

1364
01:21:22,240 --> 01:21:25,960
life we were a team and we had
hunt together and everything.

1365
01:21:25,960 --> 01:21:29,160
But then something happened
where she got lost and I didn't

1366
01:21:29,160 --> 01:21:34,600
get to see the end of her life
or I never found out what

1367
01:21:34,600 --> 01:21:36,440
happened to her.
Maybe she died, maybe something

1368
01:21:36,440 --> 01:21:39,440
like that.
And so now she's coming back so

1369
01:21:39,440 --> 01:21:42,680
I can experience that end of her
life again and I can make up for

1370
01:21:42,680 --> 01:21:44,880
what I didn't get to do the
first time or something kind of

1371
01:21:44,880 --> 01:21:46,920
like that.
And I was like, interesting.

1372
01:21:47,440 --> 01:21:51,160
My little delicate Angel baby
dog, A Deer Hunter.

1373
01:21:51,360 --> 01:21:52,920
Yeah.
And I was a man.

1374
01:21:52,960 --> 01:21:53,520
Which is.
Yeah.

1375
01:21:53,600 --> 01:21:55,280
And it was hundreds of years
ago.

1376
01:21:55,280 --> 01:21:58,000
Yeah, Yeah.
Which I think is cool.

1377
01:21:58,280 --> 01:22:00,320
Because it almost wraps into
what I do now.

1378
01:22:00,800 --> 01:22:04,720
Like, why do I have does right?
Why do I have this weird thing

1379
01:22:04,720 --> 01:22:07,840
that I chop up animals and I
feel very at home with it, but

1380
01:22:07,840 --> 01:22:09,720
not that I chop up animals.
You know what I mean?

1381
01:22:10,040 --> 01:22:14,640
But you know, I just thought
that was really cool.

1382
01:22:14,760 --> 01:22:16,440
I'm like, what a?
What a.

1383
01:22:16,440 --> 01:22:19,040
What a.
Weird connection because I do.

1384
01:22:19,040 --> 01:22:23,320
I felt like I'm like, I've known
her before, I just don't know

1385
01:22:23,320 --> 01:22:25,480
why.
And I think that that's so cool.

1386
01:22:25,640 --> 01:22:27,680
Yeah, that was only one of the
times.

1387
01:22:27,680 --> 01:22:29,360
That was only one of the times
that she shared.

1388
01:22:29,360 --> 01:22:32,360
So.
In our little our little Venn

1389
01:22:32,360 --> 01:22:35,040
diverse collaborations.
Yeah.

1390
01:22:35,520 --> 01:22:36,880
Well, if anybody has any
questions.

1391
01:22:36,880 --> 01:22:38,800
Drop them in really quick
otherwise.

1392
01:22:39,240 --> 01:22:41,760
If you guys have anything else
you want to say and then we'll

1393
01:22:41,760 --> 01:22:44,720
we'll finish.
I I just have one question

1394
01:22:44,720 --> 01:22:48,160
because ever.
Since you talked about your cat

1395
01:22:48,160 --> 01:22:54,240
Marnie, I'm like, I have this
strange desire to watch

1396
01:22:54,240 --> 01:22:55,960
Halloween Town.
Is that what she is named?

1397
01:22:56,480 --> 01:22:59,720
It is.
Nobody ever knows that.

1398
01:22:59,720 --> 01:23:02,120
Yeah.
That was my favorite movie

1399
01:23:02,120 --> 01:23:04,760
growing.
Up and then I was working at a

1400
01:23:04,760 --> 01:23:07,520
pet store with actually Megan
who's watching this is she was

1401
01:23:07,520 --> 01:23:10,440
my assistant manager at a pet
store and now she works for me.

1402
01:23:12,080 --> 01:23:14,920
And somebody brought in this
little kitten and they're like,

1403
01:23:14,920 --> 01:23:16,000
yeah, we're taking her to the
shelter.

1404
01:23:16,000 --> 01:23:19,160
But I mean, she was like, I was
like, they're going to probably

1405
01:23:19,160 --> 01:23:21,560
put her down because they don't
have stuff for bottle feeding.

1406
01:23:21,560 --> 01:23:24,040
That's just kind of what it was.
And it was like the week before

1407
01:23:24,040 --> 01:23:26,960
Halloween.
And I'm like, what's a strong,

1408
01:23:26,960 --> 01:23:29,840
resilient little girl that has
something to do with Halloween?

1409
01:23:29,840 --> 01:23:33,280
And I'm like Marnie because she
is the witch that defeated

1410
01:23:33,400 --> 01:23:37,960
Calzar Calabar, Calzar cats.
And what a good movie.

1411
01:23:38,440 --> 01:23:39,760
I think it's bar Calabar
Calabar.

1412
01:23:39,840 --> 01:23:41,840
I think it's Kestrel revenge or
something.

1413
01:23:41,840 --> 01:23:43,280
Yeah, in a.
Couple of years, but.

1414
01:23:43,280 --> 01:23:45,200
Now I want to watch it.
I watch it.

1415
01:23:45,200 --> 01:23:47,680
Every every October, it's a good
one.

1416
01:23:48,360 --> 01:23:50,240
That's good.
So that's what she's named

1417
01:23:50,240 --> 01:23:52,640
after, and she's a spicy little.
Her.

1418
01:23:53,440 --> 01:23:56,440
Eyes are like stuck up.
She's Siamese, something I need

1419
01:23:56,440 --> 01:23:59,240
to do some I, I keep meaning to
do like an intro of my cat.

1420
01:23:59,240 --> 01:24:01,160
Somebody asked me on a previous
Instagram.

1421
01:24:01,160 --> 01:24:02,880
They're they're like, introduce
all your cats.

1422
01:24:02,880 --> 01:24:05,040
And I was like, there's too many
of them and they're all running

1423
01:24:05,040 --> 01:24:07,640
from me.
I can hear her screaming at me

1424
01:24:07,640 --> 01:24:10,400
outside the door.
But I'll have to do an intro of

1425
01:24:10,400 --> 01:24:13,560
all the menaces in my life,
including Darwin, who's chewing

1426
01:24:13,560 --> 01:24:17,240
on something over here.
But thank you guys so much for

1427
01:24:17,240 --> 01:24:19,680
hopping on with me.
I've been so excited about this.

1428
01:24:19,680 --> 01:24:24,000
And we might have to do a Volume
2 and yeah, put questions and

1429
01:24:24,000 --> 01:24:25,560
then we'll know what volume to
should be about.

1430
01:24:25,560 --> 01:24:29,120
Yeah, absolutely.
If you guys have any topics you

1431
01:24:29,120 --> 01:24:32,600
want to talk about on the next.
One, anything that you maybe

1432
01:24:32,600 --> 01:24:35,320
thought was woo woo before and
you want us to cover with no

1433
01:24:35,320 --> 01:24:40,520
judgement and absolutely
believing in you let us know.

1434
01:24:40,520 --> 01:24:44,120
Because, yeah, that that was.
You wanted me to talk to Nancy

1435
01:24:44,120 --> 01:24:46,360
Winhart and I found her thing
and she has some little

1436
01:24:46,360 --> 01:24:48,920
webinars, so I'm going to go
take that and then we'll have to

1437
01:24:48,920 --> 01:24:52,520
talk after that.
So all right, Well, thank you

1438
01:24:52,520 --> 01:24:54,880
everybody.
We will be saving this.

1439
01:24:55,880 --> 01:24:57,920
And so you can watch it again.
If you want to walk back, watch

1440
01:24:57,920 --> 01:25:00,880
back and we will talk again
soon.

1441
01:25:01,600 --> 01:25:06,720
Bye guys, bye.
OK, so.

1442
01:25:07,360 --> 01:25:09,320
That.
Was an emotional episode I.

1443
01:25:09,320 --> 01:25:14,440
Know I was there and I hope that
it meant something to you.

1444
01:25:14,440 --> 01:25:18,800
I hope that it hit you somewhere
in your soul like it did me,

1445
01:25:18,880 --> 01:25:21,360
like it did Lauren, like I'm
sure it does Karen.

1446
01:25:22,400 --> 01:25:25,720
I don't know how Karen does what
she does honestly, but Lauren

1447
01:25:25,720 --> 01:25:28,800
and I are both just in all of
her and what she does and I

1448
01:25:29,280 --> 01:25:33,080
highly recommend her for anyone
that just needs a little bit of

1449
01:25:33,080 --> 01:25:36,640
help.
So I as promised, Legacy Biome

1450
01:25:36,720 --> 01:25:42,800
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1451
01:25:42,800 --> 01:25:45,880
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And I know.

1452
01:25:45,880 --> 01:25:49,120
I have.
I have recommended FMT to many

1453
01:25:49,120 --> 01:25:54,240
of my clients and legacy is
different in that their donor

1454
01:25:54,240 --> 01:25:57,640
dogs are different.
So they have enteric coded

1455
01:25:57,640 --> 01:25:59,480
capsules.
So they're designed to get

1456
01:25:59,480 --> 01:26:03,560
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1457
01:26:03,560 --> 01:26:04,840
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1458
01:26:05,200 --> 01:26:08,200
And the donor dogs, they are
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1459
01:26:08,680 --> 01:26:11,600
By the way.
If they haven't already, they

1460
01:26:11,600 --> 01:26:13,800
are very very soon.
I saw it on the website just a

1461
01:26:13,800 --> 01:26:16,320
couple of weeks ago.
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1462
01:26:17,360 --> 01:26:22,080
So the donor dogs are incredibly
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1463
01:26:22,240 --> 01:26:26,200
generations.
Low tox, no antibiotics, all the

1464
01:26:26,200 --> 01:26:28,520
things like these are really
incredibly healthy dogs.

1465
01:26:28,800 --> 01:26:33,640
They also eat a fully fresh food
diet with a high amount and

1466
01:26:33,640 --> 01:26:38,800
diversity in vegetation, which
is very important because if you

1467
01:26:38,800 --> 01:26:42,120
have been following the state of
the gut reports for the past few

1468
01:26:42,120 --> 01:26:47,600
years, raw fed dogs especially
have way low fiber in their

1469
01:26:47,600 --> 01:26:53,320
diets, way low vegetation, which
is in turn creating imbalances

1470
01:26:53,320 --> 01:26:58,040
in the microbiome.
They don't have a lot or enough

1471
01:26:58,320 --> 01:27:01,320
of certain bacteria that they
should be having.

1472
01:27:02,080 --> 01:27:05,440
Granted, we are not God, we
don't know exactly what a

1473
01:27:05,440 --> 01:27:06,800
healthy.
Microbiome looks like.

1474
01:27:07,240 --> 01:27:14,720
But we can make some
recommendations based on tons of

1475
01:27:14,720 --> 01:27:17,160
testing, tons of data that we
have.

1476
01:27:17,160 --> 01:27:19,280
On this dog is.
Healthy, this dog is not

1477
01:27:19,280 --> 01:27:20,480
healthy.
What's the difference in their

1478
01:27:20,480 --> 01:27:22,960
microbiome and we got kind of go
off of that.

1479
01:27:22,960 --> 01:27:26,640
So some of the things that I
have recommended FMT

1480
01:27:26,640 --> 01:27:32,840
specifically for in my dogs that
I work with are going to be GI

1481
01:27:33,280 --> 01:27:38,360
upset, like chronic GI upset.
We're going to sometimes we

1482
01:27:38,360 --> 01:27:41,440
don't use FMT first sometimes.
We do a few things before.

1483
01:27:41,440 --> 01:27:44,800
We do FMT, if this is the camp
that you're in, contact me.

1484
01:27:44,800 --> 01:27:47,880
We can do one-on-one consults.
But yes, I absolutely use it for

1485
01:27:47,880 --> 01:27:51,760
dogs who have chronic GI issues.
I use it for dogs with bad

1486
01:27:51,760 --> 01:27:54,200
breath.
Think about that one.

1487
01:27:54,200 --> 01:27:57,640
Did you?
I use it for dogs that have

1488
01:27:57,880 --> 01:28:01,680
symptoms similar to heartburn
and indigestion.

1489
01:28:02,960 --> 01:28:05,760
Behavioral issues.
All kinds.

1490
01:28:05,760 --> 01:28:09,520
Of things, food sensitivities,
allergies, there are so many

1491
01:28:09,520 --> 01:28:14,520
things that we can use FMT for
because 70% of the immune system

1492
01:28:14,520 --> 01:28:17,920
is in the gut.
So if we are not consistently

1493
01:28:18,200 --> 01:28:23,200
throughout the life of our dogs
and cats creating a space for a

1494
01:28:23,200 --> 01:28:26,080
healthy gut microbiome, we got
problems.

1495
01:28:26,400 --> 01:28:28,400
We're going to have problems at
some point.

1496
01:28:28,480 --> 01:28:33,000
If you haven't yet, praise
whoever you praise.

1497
01:28:34,000 --> 01:28:36,040
Thank the universe.
Thank Mother Gaia.

1498
01:28:36,280 --> 01:28:38,040
Like we're, we're that's
amazing.

1499
01:28:38,320 --> 01:28:43,800
At some point we probably will.
So FMT is a big part of the

1500
01:28:43,920 --> 01:28:48,840
routine that I use for different
things in dogs that I work with.

1501
01:28:50,880 --> 01:28:53,760
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1502
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1503
01:28:55,560 --> 01:28:57,360
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1504
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1505
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All right guys, I hope you have

1509
01:29:11,720 --> 01:29:13,800
a great week.
Thank you so much for being here

1510
01:29:13,840 --> 01:29:15,120
and I will talk to you next
week.